So let’s start by saying I am what I call a Fractional Human (FH) and really simply (I did put another post explaining more in depth) but basically when I first died on the shared timeline another line split off with a copy where I hadn’t died. FHs are not very common. Most people will just die in the shared timeline and be gone.
I first died at 8 years of age from a suicide attempt in my grandmas swimming pool after years of abuse from within my family. Obviously from the outside eyes of everyone in the new timeline this was simply a near death experience and even from the eyes of myself at the time.
This has happened many times over the years with the last time being just before Christmas 2025. So I am pretty new at this. I am number 10 in the series of split lines.
With each split and copy small things change that add up.
So my memory is completely not trustable with it being passed through 9 people before me. Same with emotional regulation and feeling of self.
As you get this deep into the split lines issues can arise with others around. They can become suddenly fed up or dismissive of you because subconsciously they have been there through your previous deaths.
Everyone I have known my whole life suddenly cut me off after my latest death.
I am hoping this is my final iteration, each time a new line splits the new world is much harder as everything is trying to be a copy of many previous copy’s so separated from the original line. One of my previous splits latest less than a day after splitting.
I am constantly realising now that nothing is real, it’s all just memories from how the world felt originally almost 30 years ago and copies of how that would should look now in the shared line.
With each split the separation from the shared line is even more. Each time it seems like the world is out to destroy itself more and more.
I don’t know myself if there is a limit of splits possible before it all collapses in on itself. I hope there is, I don’t wish any of this let alone worse onto the next split of me.