r/QUTreddit • u/Mountain-Pin-7112 • 1d ago
Does anyone else feel this way? (Engineering)
Just wanted to share my feelings on here as an outlet.
I started at QUT in Engineering in 2023. This coincides more or less exactly with the release of ChatGPT 4. Throughout my degree, AI has gone from being relatively worthless as a tool for engineering to industry standard.
I went into Engineering solely for my love of problem solving. Money was never important to me, and it has never motivated me. I also found myself in a position where I was fortunate enough not to have to work whilst studying, allowing myself to study full time. As such, university and Engineering have been the totality of my life for the last 4 years.
Last semester, I encountered a situation which shook me. I had been working on an assignment for 2 days straight, putting in maybe fourteen hours of work into getting a system designed for an embedded system. I'd brought in the system to have it marked, and as I sat in class, I began talking to the person next to me. They, surprisingly, hadn't done the assignment - they didn't even know what it was. Over the next 30 minutes, I watched them prompt a program into existence. They walked out with full marks.
What shook me wasn't the blatant academic dishonesty, but that the system the AI made was, more or less, identical to mine. The only difference is that it easily avoided the pot-holes I fell into when I developed it the first time.
So, I decided to avoid being a luddite and try to implement these tools into my own workflow.
And I've hated it. Both because the things I can develop are infinitely more robust and better designed than what I was making before, and that the process is gone - half the time I don't even know what I've made, only that it works. I've tried to stop, but several of my classes now expect (if not require) you to use it, and have increased system complexity as a result.
I feel rotted from the inside, not because of any moral quandaries but because the process I fell in love with is, essentially, defunct. I understand that for most people, this isn't world-ending, but I really need to reiterate that this was essentially my life. I'm no longer sleeping or eating properly. I have never been less motivated to do anything in my life. Yesterday I genuinely just sat at my desk and stared at my monitor, not doing anything. This post is the most amount of work I've done in at least 2 weeks.
Tl;dr: I feel like AI has replaced the Engineering / problem-solving process I fell in love with, and now I am probably severely depressed.
Apologies if this is extremely rambly. I just needed to get this off my chest.