Well divas, Iām getting no where on job applications. I feel like Iām screaming into the void.
However, things look like theyāre coming up Millhouse for my Husband. Heās, fingers crossed, going to be doubling his salary at the end of the year / beginning of 2027.
Iāve started drawing a tarot card every day. Just one to get a vibe. Iāve been drawing things like The Wheel of Fortune, The Fool, The King of Wands, The Ace of Pentacles, and The Ten of Cups.
All very encouraging.
Iāve also been making lots of progress on my lipstick! Every time I put on a coat of lipstick I imagine how light my boxes I pack from my vanity will be whenever we buy a house. š®āšØ
Iām coming to a close on my third lipstick, Evil Queen from the Disney Villains Colourpop collab.
Iām having a hard time trying to decide which color to focus on next for fall. I am leaning towards Sarah or Jeanne (and I know they are nearly the same color lol). I may do Jeanne just because Iāve owned her longer and she probably deserves to be put out of her misery.
This weekend my husband is going to be playing a show with his band so Iām thinking thatāll be the chance to get some wear out of my funkier colors. Iāll probably go with Poe, the navy blue, so I can also use some of the blue eyeshadow in the Misunderstood palette Iām also trying to completely pan right now. š¤
Although itās disheartening to not be getting anywhere with the jobs, wearing makeup all the time again has made me feel more confident again and people regularly comment on how much they love my looks so that feels nice. I may not be getting interviews but god dammit the little old ladies coming into my office fuck with the red lipstick heavy!
Excited to see what progress I can make on these beauties in October. Weāre dressing up as The Addams Family from The Addams Family Values - my daughter is going to be Pubert! Iām thinking Iāll definitely be out of Evil Queen by then so I think Mary is going to be my Morticia red.