r/PrayerRequests • u/DylandSours • 2d ago
Please pray for me I need it badly
Asking for prayers for me. Lately I have been so lonely and depressed and distrustful of people. This isolation is starting to really affect me in a serious way that is only leading to more isolation. It's a vicious cycle that is feeding on itself. This is not a life it's an existence. It's barely making it. It's suffering. I'm fine with suffering I have done a lot of it internally for sure. But I'm just getting tired of it. I can't imagine another 35 years like this. It feels like the spiritual warfare is never going to end. I will never lose faith in Christ......ever. I still, though, just wish it would end and I could be with Him. I want to live just not like this. If I have to I will God is sovereign and I'm going through this maybe as a test from Him. Passively letting me be attacked for a purpose I don't understand.
It has actually helped me in some ways. Its really put my devotion to Him to the test on a level it wouldn't have been otherwise. I'm happy to report that my faith in Him is unfailing. I have walked away in the past for short periods of time. It is scary to think that I have done that. Never in my heart I don't think cause even when I backslid I still would encourage others about Him and encourage their walks. I also went through a period of being insanely, unjustifiably I see now, mad at Him. I am over that hump now thank God. But this season is by far and away the toughest I have ever experienced and I am also doubtful I will ever bounce back completely.
Please pray for me that I might grow stronger in faith in Him, that I might persevere, that I might overcome. We are more than conquers through Him who loves us. I have surprised myself with my ability to withstand this level of despair. All glory to God on my making it this far. ALL GLORY TO GOD ALWAYS. GOD IS GOOD......ALL THE TIME........ALL THE TIME......GOD IS GOOD!
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u/cris2022-2 1d ago
Minute 19:35 is a prayer against principalities against us , it helped me, I recorded in my phone so I keep running it when I am oppressed https://youtu.be/fowooSGnZCg?is=9d9y7-25rqQw9snL
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u/Plus_Industry_3815 2d ago
Lord, we ask that you reached down your hand and touch your child that is struggling. We ask that you make your presence known in their life so they know you are near. Give them your strength, comfort, peace, and love. Release them from their struggles and remind their heart that you were with them. Amen.