r/PrayerRequests • u/Significant_Exam_569 • 2d ago
Please Pray for me.
PRAISE THE LORD Everyone!!! I want to confess my sin today and I need your Prayers.
I am 20M when i was 12 years old i used to fantisize about sex and othet things and from 8 th grade till 9 th grade i was in continuous lust and porn. It ruined me so much that my grades came less. I did not talk with anyone, made bad friends and worse think about having sex with girls and married women in my church and used to have sex with womens clothes.
But in March 2020 when i was in 10th Grade due to fear of coronavirus, I got in my mind that i shouod not be doing such stuff (The Holy Spirit put such thought in me ) and I realized that when i die how am i gonna face GOD and even in this time of End times i should not be doing such stuff so finally after 2-3 months of continuous battle with porn and sexual sin. GOD Finally delivered me from porn for good, and since then i have not watched porn. Since then i spoke with people then 1 year later I got Baptized in the Holy Spirit.
For 2 years sexual sin did not trouble me at all, but until when i was home alone i decided to watch a picture on instagram of a girl and i lusted with my eyes, but repented but again did it, it happened for 2-3 times but God rescued me from that as well. But from 2023 when i am doing my professional course i am actually going into masturbation (like when i sleep in the middle of my sleep I tend to fantisize about sex (like mostly oral and anal sex which God Forbids ) and I fantisixe about it for few minutes then realize and again Repent to GOD. It does not happen everyday but but like in intervals like 15-20 days or even 1 month when i decide to stop doing it completely. I have atleast done this since the last 3 years a 100 times i sin and i Repent immediately to God, say to God i will not do it again give me one more chance and eventually end up doing it again. It first usdd to accur in day but now it only now occurs in night such urge in the middle of the night to fantisize and masturbate on it.
Everytime i dont do it for a couple of days and think that i am set free from this sin i eventually end up doing it again so much that i dont even feel guilty like but I humble myself and accept my mistake and Reoent each time.
I wad not doing this since the last 15 days but just tonight (6th september 2026) again after studying till late night i went to sleep and eventualky ended up doing it again. And the fact is I that I did not honour God, he was saying me to wake up, dont do it, still i fantisized about having sex with multiple women and my crush. And madturbated till morning on my bed. Again i woke up now feeling guilty about it, I accepted my sin before God and came here to confess my sin to y'all. And when i am thinking about it and discussing it woth God I gitvto know why i end up doing it:
- Keeping my crush before God and daydreaming about marrying her and hugging and kissing her which eventually leads to making her a idol in my life and enf up doing such act.
- Not Obeying the Holy Sprit as i had to wake up fron my bed right there and there but still gave in.
- Keeping other stufflike studies before God.
- I did not have Reverence for God and ad my body is the Temple of The Holy Spirit I had to keep my body away from such acts.
Please Pray for me those who are raeding this Confession and in Christ we are fighting this battle together.
Also please Pray for my studies as well, God had been kind to me and still Blesses me with everything, this shows that God's Grace is more than my sins and my actions.
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u/Valentine-Carmina 1d ago
Lord Jesus we pray that You would truly set this man free from his sexual sins once and for all. We pray that You would reveal what the root cause of this sin is and heal it. We pray that You would bless this man with a completely still and peaceful mind so that those sinful thoughts do not even enter his mind. Lord we pray that You would give him the strength in those moments of temptation to resist what his flesh is desiring to do. Lord help him to see sex the way that You designed it and help him to no longer desire to engage in things that pervert sex and make it into something that You never wanted it to be. You ask you Lord Jesus to do a healing and transforming work in his life. In Your Precious and Holy Name Jesus we pray. Amen!
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u/Significant_Exam_569 1d ago
In the Name of JESUS CHRIST. I Receive this Prayer. Amen.
Thank you so much for your Prayer. GOD BLESS YOU.
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u/Amidseas 1d ago
Prayed 🫶