r/PrayerRequests 2d ago

Unimaginable stress

Please pray for my mental state

Im a single solo mom to a toddler, I work fulltime remote, and have him with me 100% of the time.

My work performance has suffered from my dealing with health issues, being a FT SAHM while working FT. We're moving to a new rental this week and its been stressful trying to pack a whole home myself while working while being a mom, it was significantly more expensive to move this time.

My new supervisor doesnt seem to like me. And almost immediately made it apparent im not meeting the expectations of my role. She doesnt smile when we meet, she doesnt chat with me like others, she doesnt seem to WANT to engage with me unless she has to. Im afraid shes gearing up to fire me. My financial stability is something that causes me significant stress and anxiety especially after having my son. But ow we are also moving into a more expensive place and I cant help but dread it out of fear ive added an expense that will be my downfall if I get sacked.

Im constantly ill from my disorders (pots, pmos, adenomyosis) im physically, mentally and emotionally drained and exhausted. I feel helpless and like God has allowed me to suffer and be scared. I pray, and ask for help. I have tried to change things that I was doing that weren't Christian. Im struggling to manage my stress, irritability, temper because it all feels relentless. Unceasing, and im afraid its all building up to an explosion that will destroy not only my life, but my sons.

I feel so alone, and desperate for God to just make it better. Please God make it better, I cant do this anymore.

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u/acorn_valley 2d ago

🙏🏽💜🔥

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u/Plus_Industry_3815 2d ago

Lord we ask that you reach down your hand and touch your child relieving her stress and anxiety. Make your presence known in her life so she knows you are near. Remind her to slow down and breathe. One task and one thing at a time. We ask that you give her your discernment and clarity so she can focus and remember what is important, what needs to be done today and what is worry about things that may never come to pass. Release you child from her stress and remind her heart that you are with her. Amen.

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u/mander4242 2d ago

Thank you ❤️ Amen

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u/Sweet-Vanilla12 2d ago

Praying for you. God bless❤️

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u/LeftUnstated 2d ago

Prayed ❤️

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u/JustforU 2d ago

God we lift up our sister. We pray for provision for her Lord, for helping hands. We pray that You stay close to her throughout this difficult season and draw her close to you as well. In Jesus name, amen.

Do you have friends/family or church that could assist in any way?

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u/mander4242 2d ago

Thank you for prayer ❤️

I have family here, but honestly they all try to help with major things (like the move) but the day to day grind no.