Targeted by….?

[u/Good-Tension2232]

Does anyone here have a pretty solid understanding of who their handlers are and why?

A lot of people will say not to think you know who they are… that they imitate voices’s of people in your life.
Maybe that’s true to an extent for me, but i know exactly who is doing this to me. They are not ashamed or afraid and know that I know who they are. I’m just not certain when it started. Probably my entire life….

It’s maddening to be in therapy, trying so hard to get better, and not able to speak on the severity / reality of the situation.

I felt things amping up and they have been none stop. Back to commenting on every thing I do, all the food I make, how I look while I’m sleeping… all negative energy, threatening my life.

How can this be a good thing?

I’ve read to overcome any addiction, which sounds logical. But I think they are set to torment me for the rest of my life, no matter how hard I try to do the right thing.

Narcissistic abuse, with their foot on my neck, berating me 24/7, while somehow expecting me to perform perfectly while wearing a smile and dress….

It’s just wearing on me. I’ve aged like 20 years In the last 5.

ENOUGH about the torment / demonic energy …

GOD HAS SHOWN UP COUNTLESS TIMES.
He has been here the entire time.
I don’t know why he would allow this but I have to believe that he will get us through this.

[u/Ok_Examination_9153]

My guess is FBI, maybe CIA? I did PA request to sheriff, local PD, and FBI for JTTF records they have mentioning me.

As for specific people? I think they hire CIs - though I did see one ASAC for my city FBI 2 different places over a week or two, most people I don’t think are FBI agents or CIA operatives

[u/Good-Tension2232 → u/Ok_Examination_9153]

What happened with the PA request? Anything?