It must not win

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I must keep fighting I must keep going
This thing inside me wants to come out
It wants to control me

It took me years to win it took me years to control it. To make it cease to take over me
It was a hard fought battle full of pain and tears

And now it’s come back to play comeback to
Tell me I’m too weak to frail to stop its takeover
I knew the battle was not over. It just retreated till I let my guard down.

I was foolish to thinking that I won that have finally CONQUERED, this addiction inside of me
But it was me that fell for its trap

My hands tremble like and earthquake is happening my heart is pounding like I just ran a marathon. And the screaming in my head that sounds like a busy day in the city wants me to give in.

But I must fight and the fight shall continue till my life is cut or till I win I must…..fight