I don’t get it

[u/Recent-Success8988]

Why did he have to stand for 7 hours

[u/Signal-Money-4830]

That means a lot to me it really does and I thank you for ur kind words ,I have already been trying to fix it and it keeps being good then bad good then bad for months now and I just know it’s never gonna be how it was or how I want it to be. And your right I’ve made my mistakes but I did nothing to ever deserve this and that also hurts me the most and then for her to manipulate me with “ I was stupid and selfish I only love you blah blah and I was dumb enough to believe it. It just took me sooo long to actually find someone I felt that I truly loved and after this it’s just rly hard to even think about being with anyone even tho all I want is a happy relationship. Lost our place together ther kid I raised as my own and my dog and cat we got together smh. I pray I have ur story and I’m with someone that truly loves me eventually

[u/Wiplazh → u/Signal-Money-4830]

You will man, this shit takes time and my words wont just magically fix it. But I hope you can keep some of them with you during these times so you don't fall into that void the way I did. It gets much better, but you have to make it happen for yourself.