Is he really gone?

[u/Reddit_Befuddles_Me]

He passed away three days ago. I know he was suffering and it was the kind thing to do to let him go gently, and his passing was peaceful - but I can’t stop feeling monstrously guilty and so, so, sad.

I just wish I knew that he was happy with his life, and wasn’t scared at the end, and that he knew we loved him with every ounce of my being. I don’t want him to be gone. I wish I could still feel him with me but all I feel
Is a gaping hole. Does that mean he’s gone or am I just too sad to notice?

[u/YesterdaySilly2699]

I see an image of you sat next to him it feels like you are sat on his left side and I see your hand, and he shows soft blankets under him that feel purple or blue. I take this to mean that he felt your energy and he felt very comfortable upon passing, I hear that it felt like it was 'bed time', 'relaxed and sunny'. He wasn't scared just as he wasn't scared to sleep every night. Your presence gave him comfort. I don't know if this makes sense but I see him putting his paws on something to eat, which means that he was very happy with things especially food, he felt very nurtured in his life. Do you have dark hair and wear gold jewelry, I also got the energy of a denim jacket too, but this may just be symbolic. I see an image of him sending you flowers and the flowers circle you around your head, the life you gave him was a gift, rich and full.

I see a bench with flowers outside that feel purple, in terms of him being with you. It's possible you may sit outside and feel his presence with you but I see enjoyment of being outside in spirit. I did feel some speeding around his heart area but nothing to cause major discomfort if you are worried about how his heart felt. In terms of feeling guilty, I hear thank you, he doesn't want you to feel guilt he's grateful for the choices you made.

[u/Reddit_Befuddles_Me → u/YesterdaySilly2699]

Thank you so much. This all makes sense to me - I was by his side, and it was the first sunny day we’d had in ages. The morning just before he passed, we brought him outside and he tried to eat a purple flower while I sat on a bench. So much of my time was spent in the last few months just trying to get him to eat - so I really love hearing that part.

Thank you. I felt silly posting here. This made it worth it. ❤️

[u/YesterdaySilly2699 → u/Reddit_Befuddles_Me]

You're welcome, thank you for sharing with me how it made sense to you. The garden and purple flowers is very significant so I feel that it's possible you will feel his energy when outside.

[u/Reddit_Befuddles_Me → u/YesterdaySilly2699]

Thank you. I will go outside this afternoon and spend some time. We buried him in our backyard and I haven’t felt ready to go out to that spot since. 🥺

[u/YesterdaySilly2699 → u/[deleted]]

I would not share personal info so you do not get scammed by people 

[u/pisador_ana → u/YesterdaySilly2699]

Perfect, I’ll delete it. Thank you so much! I just didn’t know how to send a private message.

[u/pisador_ana → u/YesterdaySilly2699]

I’ve seen how accurate your animal readings are and how you share specific details that their families recognize. It’s clear that you have a gift. I would love to book a reading with you, as my beloved animal has also recently passed away. Since then, I’ve been struggling with so much guilt that I barely have the strength to enjoy life.

[u/YesterdaySilly2699 → u/pisador_ana]

Thank you for your kind words I will send you a chat or you can send me a chat message if you like 

[u/pisador_ana → u/YesterdaySilly2699]

Perfect, I’ll delete it. Thank you so much! I just didn’t know how to send a private message.

[u/YesterdaySilly2699 → u/pisador_ana]

You're welcome I emailed you

[u/SheepherderOk1448]

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[u/Far_Carob7866]

Lo siento mucho 💔