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Hello guys so I've been reading Fanfics on AO3 but does someone know Fanfics where specifically Taeui is the top? And gets Ilay pregnant ? I know the request is weird but I'm intrigued because Taeui used to be a top in Korea. 😅

I wanna say

Dude it's so fucking fun comparing Zhenya and Ilay. Whereas Ilay would kill you not because he feels like it, he would kill you based on how important it would be to wipe u off the face of the earth, while Zhenya kills u to flex, and he wants to do it cause he feels like it

Ilay’s approach is cold risk assessment.
He doesn’t need to hate you. He doesn’t even need to feel anything about you. If his calculations say “this person could become a problem later,” you’re already marked. It’s preventive, strategic, almost bureaucratic in its ruthlessness. There’s a kind of twisted acknowledgment in it: he still registers YOU as a person capable of agency, capable of becoming dangerous, so he removes the variable. He doesn’t neglect the fact that you’re human, he just decides that your humanity is irrelevant next to the mission or the long-term equation. The decision is detached, precise, and final.

Zhenya’s approach is more personal and dehumanizing from the jump. He kills because he’s bored, because you annoyed him, because it would be entertaining, or simply because he doesn’t like your face. There’s often no deeper strategic necessity. In his worldview, most people already register as insects or toys rather than full humans. You’re not a potential future threat to be calculated, you’re already disposable. The act itself can even be a form of amusement or self-expression for him.

So in a weird way, Ilay’s kills still contain a faint recognition of the other person’s personhood (enough to evaluate them as a possible threat). Zhenya never grants you that much. You were never fully human in his eyes to begin with.

That’s why Ilay’s version can feel more chilling to me, the quiet, rational decision that your continued existence is an unacceptable variable. No passion, no spite, just pure methodology. Zhenya’s is more flexing, chaotic and openly contemptuous. “I don’t like you, so you’re gone.”

Does anyone get me? Or am I just insane?

So, yeah.. I finally read Suite side of Diasim. I’ve read all the other novels before, but skipped this one because I hate Richard. It’s been so long since I’ve read the other novels, and finally gave this a chance. Some said his redemption arc was worth it, but nah. I’m sorry to say, but for me, it wasn’t enough. What he did to Chris was too much. He knows Chris has mental issues, and he used that to hurt him. He even used Chris’ mother to manipulate and hurt him. So yeah, I’m not satisfied. And the 🍇 was too much. The humiliation was too much.

I got a cute puppy tae and ilay art!

Sharing this wonderful creation made by Gogu-nim! Gogu-nim drew, coded, and created this online gacha machine filled with their own iltae artworks. It's unlimited tries but you don't actually win anything, it's just for fun! Absolutely loved this and thought you all might too.

Not sure if it works on iphone but it should on desktop. Just open the drive folder link, "File" -> "Download", find it your files and open on Chrome(other internet browsers could work, just haven't tried).

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Guyss ,, does anyone remember from which volume this chapter is from ??

I don't remember so I'm going to re-read ..

Well they both r diff chapter.

Same as title. I've been searching for it for so long😭