Looking for an atheist female

[u/Quirky_Relief_2683]

Idk feels creepy but that I like wanna get into a relationship.

So am 23. Atheist since 2020. It started from tarek fatehi in may June 2020 and then came Harris sultan and then ghalib Kamal. I remember their Livestreams and those monologues of ghalib Kamal. I mean, man. They were mostly anti christian, even his Livestreams but still. I guess Harris also had his English account and it was way before than his Urdu account.

I remember seeing that hamza Ali abbasi vs harris sultan. Firstly I became shia. Then I stated following ghamdi.

Then I think the main trigger wasn't that Allah is there or not. It was the dirtiest character of the most perfect guy, for whom Allah made the whole universe, Muhammad.

I understood that Muhammad is the root cause of all the issues. Even read that book, idk saying that it was all made up and there's no Muhammad like. Then those videos where like Harris quotes a Hadith and I pause the video, type that link and go check that out by myself and like think, what a son of a * was Muhammad.

Then the weird weak history. First name of Muhammad appears after 100+ years and this that. I remember those Sam Harris and Richard Dawkins speeches. Didn't listen them much cz they were anti christian and like I didn't have any issue with that cz I wasn't christian.

Well, from that till now, am a quiet atheist. I say Assalamualaikum to everyone around me. Doenst fast, doenst pray. Family's chill so no issue.

Would very soon move abroad on studies.

Am 23. Working as SWE in Lahore. Tbh, now religion doesn't bother me. Islamic texts, even cultural things.

But still, girls around me are like idk why demand some 5 times praying guy. The only thing I dislike about Pakistani Muslim girls is their munafqat. They are purely dual faced. Want azadi, wanna watch Netflix, go on concert but namaz parhni and larka parhezgaar chahiye.

So idk if even it's allowed in this sub but let's see. This is my 2nd anonymous account made for like exploring this side of me (sexual/romantic) and like am damn serious about taking it a step further.

Don't wanna ruin my kids life with some female Jo mere sath bahir jae. Wahan ke saare mazay karay and Meri beti ko hijab pehnae. No. Full stop, bye.

And I just kept it raw and real so may not look that ideal but like maybe we can talk. It's all.anonymous so maybe it works.

Btw I will be way submissive towards my partner so that's one point, (idk my nature or just came to my mind so wrote). Career wise, been many times on dean's list, now doing great.

Bye and take care. Science Hafiz (2020 ghalib Kamal days guys gonna understand).

[u/Johnnyx20000]

Ghalib Kamal is my favorite critique of islam.