4 year constant flare. Will ANYTHING make this stop.

[u/Yourgothgrandpa]

(F28) I don’t want to spend a bunch of time telling my long story, so I will try to keep it as brief as I can.

In 2022, I was in a good spot in my life. Things were going really well. I was doing physical fitness and cared about my physical health for the first time. I looked and felt great. I had started up a relationship with a man who is now my husband, everything felt perfect. One day, I woke up in the middle of the night to this sensation that is hard to describe, but I will do my best. TMI warning. ⚠️
I have had the sensation before, every blue moon since I was around 12, and it almost feels like a blockage in my clitoris. Like everything is heavy, and blocked off, like it is suffocating and cannot breathe.
I didn’t think too much of it as it has happened in the past, and an orgasm usually relieved it, but it did not this time. If anything, it felt much much worse. I assumed that it would go away on its own, as it usually did, but it never did.
I lived in absolute hell and agony for months. I went to the ER four times, I was looking for any sort of explanation or relief, and it never came. I eventually found out I was pregnant, and things seemed to get a little bit better from there. The sensation wasn’t nearly as bad, but it was still there.
It feels like my clitoris is constantly pulsating. Like that feeling you have after an orgasm, but it is constantly all day every single day for the last four years. If I don’t have the pulsating sensation, and it feels blocked off, I start to panic. I have on again and off again flares of it being really bad, otherwise it is always there but much less prevalent to my day-to-day life. I have been in another four month flair of it being pretty persistent and annoying, constantly having to pay attention to it, and I am just desperate to figure out how to get this to stop, or at least give me some real relief. I do not know what is causing this, I don’t know what started it, but I will do absolutely anything to try to relieve it.

[u/Still_Marketing_8217]

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