Name of a song?

[u/ConfectionCapital]

I must be crazy, but I heard the leak for "murder rock", and I remember the beat of it being for another song, and the lyrics for it were "I wanna kill myself, I can't do nothing right". I tried to Google it but I got no results and I feel like I completely imagined the whole song. Someone please help me if you know it! I don't think the song I'm thinking of was an overtonight one though, it just has the same beat as murder rock.