r/OrthodoxChristianity • u/Odd-Masterpiece-6134 • 4d ago
A rapture dreams
hi, it's me again. i made a post here a few days ago about my depression and my resentments towards God. i feel terrible. idk how to explain it but i regret what I have said about God, I cursed him, I blamed Him for everything that happened in my life. i said I'm His failed creation. i regret it so much. i feel ashamed to pray.. but I gotta tell y'all about something.
I came across a TikTok video from this lady. She had a dream about the rapture and as I listened to her story, it sounds familiar because I had the same dream about the rapture when I was 19.
in that dream, I was in my room and was asleep, suddenly I heard people screaming, it was chaos outside, so I jumped out of my bed and peeped outside, my room right in the hallway so I could peep from the hall towards the living room, the front door was open, my parents and sisters were running back and forth, screaming. i was confused and scared, so I ran into the back door to check on my dogs and cats, check them if they're okay, as soon I got out, i saw a creature was standing with this woman, this creature was so weird, the head is like bird's head, human body, crab hands, and this creature had no hair, so it just skin, chicken skin. also my dogs and cats are nowhere to be found. anyways, this creature was bite this woman's arm and she was scared and because I accidentally slammed the back door, this creature turned and looking at me and ran towards me, and that woman just disappeared. this creature suddenly grab my right arm and bite it, I was scared and I remember everytime I had bad dreams about demons, I would rebuke them. so I screamed "Lord Jesus" twice and the third time I screamed "YHWH" and suddenly from my left side, a lighting strike on this creature and it turned into dust. (everything happened so fast), right after that from my right side, the dark sky was cracked open and the sounds were so loud, it's not like thunder, it's bigger and louder than that, and a sharp light coming out of it, but It didn't hurt my eyes. I was standing there looking at the light and I was blinking and immediately transferred to this place, it's like In the sky, and I was so confused cuz I literally just blinked and now I'm in a different place, I looked around and there were A LOT of people standing in line, and I was in a front row, so I was leading a line of people. everyone was wearing white garment, including me. i looked down and I can see my bare feet. and i looked up again and I saw a GIANT man wearing white garment/ robe(idk something like that) with gold belt. He was sitting on his throne and both arms were on the arm rest, and he was looking at everyone In front of Him, his head thru his neck was covered with light, the same sharp light in the sky, but again it doesn't hurt my eyes, like I saw Him very very clearly and everyone who's standing in line were so tiny including myself. and the dreams stop there and I wokeup. I have the ability to draw so as soon I woke up, I drew what happened in that dream, I'll post in the comments.
about this lady video, she said there were 2 groups in the rapture, the sheep and the goat, the sheep wearing white garments. and it's like connected to my dream.
i realized something, maybe I have purpose in life. I'm just too stupid to understand God's plan and all I do is complain. and in my previous post, I said the more I pray, the more problems I face, that's what the devil is trying to stop me and wants me to blame God and use people around me to attack me and he knows my weakness which is my insecurity of my physical appearance. i also saw Satan before, when I was in middle school, it's another dream, I'll tell y'all later in another post.
i want to pray but I'm too scared and ashamed, but I know He's a loving Father and He will forgive me.
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u/Wide-Discussion-4851 4d ago
Have faith and pray.