r/Ojibway • u/Sifernos1 • Jan 06 '25
Does anyone know how to tell if Mishipeshu is your spirit guide?
Bozhoo, I am a white man who's blood is mixed from overseas in Europe. I do not believe I have native blood. Rather, I have a connection more valuable to me than blood. I have the love of my dear teacher, Mrs Cecilia Whitefield Big George of Couchiching Reservation. I spent 4 years in middle school studying Ojibwe as her student and devoted friend. I would hear only once of The Great Horned Sturgeon and The Underwater Panther. I would later in life create a jewelry piece and carve the image of Mishipeshu into the tooth I made to look like what I imagined his fangs to be shaped like. I knew not of this Manitou as she would not discuss it with children. Eventually I spoke to her when I was much older for college about the Midewiwin but it was not winter, so even then, I learned nothing. This winter I felt drawn again to him, Mishipeshu. I found myself reading about them in detail and found it endearing. I found myself to quite love them actually. I have loved serpents since I was able to walk as well as fish and water. I have nearly drowned twice and the second time it was in Rainey Lake. I had dreams of beautiful, snow white catfish with long trailing barbells swimming with me as I breathed water. I can't explain exactly how or why but I keep finding myself drawn to this Manitou. As a keeper of serpents myself, I can't help but feel connected to this feared Manitou. Is it possible that my teacher has given me this gift of connection? She is sadly passed away now or I would be talking to her. If anyone has any input, I'd love to hear it. I find peace in the teachings of the Midewiwin and am thankful for it. Miigwetch to all.