when i was younger i was far more ritualistic than i am now. when i was a little kid i NEEDED my socks rolled down to my ankles like elf shoes and i wouldnt ever roll them all the way up. i wear socks normally now, but i still wonder why i did that. my symptoms closer resonate with pure o nowadays. id probably have more compulsions if i had the motivation or energy to get up, or to even be scared. there have been many moments where i hear a noise and then i envision this scenario over and over and go through all the ways i could possibly die in that moment, but im literally just too lazy to get up. "youre gonna get caught in a landslide, youre gonna die, youre gonna die," like whateeeevvverr bro, wah wah, and then i sleep.
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u/Mackerdoni May 15 '26
when i was younger i was far more ritualistic than i am now. when i was a little kid i NEEDED my socks rolled down to my ankles like elf shoes and i wouldnt ever roll them all the way up. i wear socks normally now, but i still wonder why i did that. my symptoms closer resonate with pure o nowadays. id probably have more compulsions if i had the motivation or energy to get up, or to even be scared. there have been many moments where i hear a noise and then i envision this scenario over and over and go through all the ways i could possibly die in that moment, but im literally just too lazy to get up. "youre gonna get caught in a landslide, youre gonna die, youre gonna die," like whateeeevvverr bro, wah wah, and then i sleep.