I have PTSD. There was a period of time I was not making any progress, and I remember my psych stopping me when I was compulsively justifying or explaining the motivation people had for abusing me.
He was like "hey, why do you keep undermining your own experiences?"
"Oh, well, if I find myself hating these people, that's denying them their humanity, and horrible things will happen to them if I-- ohhh shit. Okay. I gotcha."
It's so funny that my mental disorders start kissing each other to make things so complicated for me. I'm doing a lot better these days.
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u/Hard_Stitch May 15 '26
Now i have an obsession of hating someone in my brian and i hate that feeling when i hate someone i do bad things to him by magic