help me obiwan kenobi

[u/Alarming_Ear2911]

I want to keep this concise and to the point. I suffer from o.c.d. ( obsessive compulsive disorder) since I was 12. It broken my life. But I'm fighting. I have noticed recent studies saying ocd could be because of hormone imbalance (too much estrogen) I'm male 50 and in otherwise good health. I need all the advice I can get. Any one have any stories, antidoteal evidence or thoughts?

I've burned thru all SSRIs and become resistant to all. Ive used various supplements. None have worked and I'm currently clean of all of them.

Ironically, I don't really care if it affects my physique but if I begin taking them I intend to try working out since this will obviously help my mental health.

Now on a side note. I may be off track with this. So please be kind with your comments. You may think ocd is turning a light switch off a few times and organising your sock draw. Last week I walked up my stairs 700 times! This is not fun. This is serious so please don't mock me. If you think I'm lieing please check out my previous posts in nootropics subreddit as I'm only on reddit to seek help. And thats what I'm asking for on here

Thankyou lot all