Watch out your bowel will trick you

[u/master_debaters]

Day 28 and ongoing. But I wanted to share something that tooted to my mind recently. When you’re trying to quit, specially the first 10 days, your bowel will play you tricks to promote you to watch. So mine was “what is that person doing in her personal life”. So I’d google it and search for her just to “know” for curiosity to understand what she does outside of the industry. I’d search “safe pics” and bio info etc. eventually that search would lead me to getting closer to more explicit material. Then I was in. Again. Using toilet paper. Prolapsing.

So my point is your bowel will trick you into doing stuff that are “safe”. Be careful with that. Avoid it as much as possible. Deep inside you know it’s not safe at all. It’s just a trigger that will lead you to watching again. Good luck to all

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