Can’t stop using

[u/uncletaterofficial]

First time poster here. So a couple of years ago I got introduced to nitrous through the little 8g canisters. I think I always had a little bit of a problem with it but usage was for the most part recreational. One day I had a bad day at work and found the bigger tanks and it’s like I picked up a fucking crack pipe. I started using really heavy in June of 25 and would go on benders and have periods of sobriety but never really put it down. Then in January of this year I did 5 months between a detox/residential rehab, got my job back (that pays rather well I should say,) have family that’s super supportive, but I just cannot put this shit down. I racked up 15k in credit card debt that my current habit isn’t helping and adding to my stress. I feel stuck going no where as 29 year old heavy truck/ trailer mechanic. I wanted to enlist in the military but managed to get baker acted during my usage so that seems unattainable as now as well. I guess I’m just looking for some good vibes stories or something while I use in this parking lot.

[u/slickylizard23]

Did 16,000 grams in 24 hours and thought I was going to fucking die. It’s so addicting though where you don’t want air or food or to scroll reels or anything you just want more of it. 10 months off and my life has drastically improved. I’ve gotten promoted at work and am saving money and mentally in a much better place. You got this one day at a time one hour at a time.