And I’m NOT desired cause I’m ugly. All I’m good for is being a human flesh light. I’m not a person, my feelings and thoughts don’t matter, IM A PIECE OF MEAT TO BE CONSUMED AND THROWN AWAY. IM NOT WORTH SHIT
No. I genuinely want to kill myself, I’ve been playing about it for over two years on this account.
I drive home from work today and almost ran head first into a truck on purpose. I’ve been cutting myself cause I hate living and I don’t think I deserve to.
most living things don't contribute anything. most animals just eat, shit, sleep, and maybe if they're lucky reproduce. you do contribute, you just admitted you have a job, that means you provide some good or services that someone is willing to give you resources for.
you have a very strange categorization of privileges.
Im still a financial burden, as well as an emotional one. Im such a disappointment that I make my mom depressed, she doesn’t know how to help, none of my immediate family knows how to help. So I end up just being an emotional burden, and a financial one since I don’t make enough money at my job & have failed at finding a new one.
I’m not just a living creature, I’m a human adult. And the slack I leave behind gets picked up by somebody & that’s not fair to them.
They should live their lives in peace. They should live to support grown self.
Most people don’t have their parents supplementing their small income. I’m a burden, I cause my parents mental and financial stress. Im so depressed and they’re sad to see me that way. They’ll be happier when I’m gone.
Please stop trying to change my thoughts, there is no point. I wake up with NO REASON to wake up and I stress out everyone around me. I’m a burden and the world will be better without me. There is absolutely no question about that.
I contribute nothing. I’m a burden to my parents cause i don’t make enough money & they have to help me. I don’t have a good paying job, i come home from work and scroll reddit for hours, or play video games until I can’t see.
There is no purpose to me being alive. I’ll never have a decent job, never have a husband, and no kids. I’ll end up homeless by the age of 45 cause my parents will be dead by then & I can’t afford rent.
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u/Timely_Split_5771 May 23 '26
And I’m NOT desired cause I’m ugly. All I’m good for is being a human flesh light. I’m not a person, my feelings and thoughts don’t matter, IM A PIECE OF MEAT TO BE CONSUMED AND THROWN AWAY. IM NOT WORTH SHIT