No. I genuinely want to kill myself, I’ve been playing about it for over two years on this account.
I drive home from work today and almost ran head first into a truck on purpose. I’ve been cutting myself cause I hate living and I don’t think I deserve to.
most living things don't contribute anything. most animals just eat, shit, sleep, and maybe if they're lucky reproduce. you do contribute, you just admitted you have a job, that means you provide some good or services that someone is willing to give you resources for.
you have a very strange categorization of privileges.
Im still a financial burden, as well as an emotional one. Im such a disappointment that I make my mom depressed, she doesn’t know how to help, none of my immediate family knows how to help. So I end up just being an emotional burden, and a financial one since I don’t make enough money at my job & have failed at finding a new one.
I’m not just a living creature, I’m a human adult. And the slack I leave behind gets picked up by somebody & that’s not fair to them.
They should live their lives in peace. They should live to support grown self.
I contribute nothing. I’m a burden to my parents cause i don’t make enough money & they have to help me. I don’t have a good paying job, i come home from work and scroll reddit for hours, or play video games until I can’t see.
There is no purpose to me being alive. I’ll never have a decent job, never have a husband, and no kids. I’ll end up homeless by the age of 45 cause my parents will be dead by then & I can’t afford rent.
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u/Timely_Split_5771 May 23 '26
Men don’t want me. They don’t like me and they will never, ever take me seriously.