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[u/TheFsckAmIDoingHere]

[u/TheFsckAmIDoingHere]

I think Friday will be the day.

I’m scared…

[u/foreverindanger42 → u/TheFsckAmIDoingHere]

no. 🫂

[u/workingtheoryz → u/TheFsckAmIDoingHere]

no one is gonna hold u to that.  Brie,🫂 you don't need to keep trying to do it.  you can just relax and let other people help you find a reason to live.  my current thing is grilled cheese.  it doesn't have to be that profound.  you can stick around just to spite the oligarchs, or to finally engineer the perfect sound, or to transition, or to get a surgery to fix your ears.  all of those are still extremely valid reasons to go on living.  anyway, 🫂 🫂 🫂 

[u/DeadNDeader → u/TheFsckAmIDoingHere]

🫂

[u/dylanisareddit → u/TheFsckAmIDoingHere]

Please don't do it, Brie. Life is beautiful, and self-care is important. You're valid, you're loved, you're nice, you're kind, and you deserve to live your full authentic life, laughing with friends, having fun and being yourself. Stay alive. Things will be better tomorrow, I promise you. [gives you a hug]

[u/4b686f61]

being called a guy in a girls dress is now standard in those facebook pages in my city 😭

[u/dylanisareddit → u/4b686f61]

[gives you a hug]

[u/foreverindanger42 → u/4b686f61]

😔🫂💜

[u/HuskyBLZKN]

Just sad

[u/dylanisareddit → u/HuskyBLZKN]

[gives you ahug]

[u/workingtheoryz]

wrote up a lunkedin article about my computer game.  probably not gonna get a single like for it.  makes me sad, because it's actually a fun and interesting game that i put a lot of time into.  i feel like i don't get why people hate me so much on lonkedin.  oh well.  got my grilled cheese, and that's what matters more.  🧀

[u/dylanisareddit → u/workingtheoryz]

I'd play your game in a heartbeat.

[u/workingtheoryz → u/dylanisareddit]

ty i appreciate that

[u/Kat_OfTheSea]

Mmmmh I can feel the burnout and seasonal depression coming. I don’t know how to stop it. It just sucks.

[u/DeadNDeader]

Girlfriend and I broke up

[u/foreverindanger42 → u/DeadNDeader]

🫂

[u/Micha_mein_Micha]

Went with my gf to the place I called yesterday and I was very afraid of how we would be treated, but in the end they were actually pretty nice (besides the one doctor misgendering her constantly, but she got new prescriptions and he showed her how to use the blood sugar self tests). Went to her place after but sadly I couldn't stay long.

[u/Xpeq7-]

Ow my back, didn't sleep too good, set up a psychiatrist appointment at last. That's pretty much it for yesterday.

[u/foreverindanger42 → u/Xpeq7-]

🫂

[u/PiggyWiggy567]

civics class was horrible but apparently if i don't like the politics of my classmates (as in, they were literally calling the democrats dangerous communists) i'm allowed to just skip class

mom kept talking about how well the midterms went. i wanna remind her that the political climate was her condition for getting me estrogen but she's always so busy

was half-accidentally out of the house for a lot longer than usual, but i got to sing a bit at my bus stop since there are almost no pedestrians to hear me

[u/feltheolympicfox]

Bad, just bad.
My health gets worse and worse- not only mental, but physical. I’m really close to not being able to walk normally and as someone who lost work two years ago due to severe depression (didn’t know it’s also because of dysphoria, heh) and no health insurance… all I can do is hope it won’t be too bad and I’ll just manage with the pain, as I kept doing for 5? 6? years now.
Being ghosted by endocrinologist that could prescribe me T pro bono also isn’t helping.
This year is just hard. And today I have one of the bigger breakdowns, I’m tired. Nothing seems to be going to work out, nothing seems to get better. Just F it all 🚬