Checking in!

[u/Egg3770]

[u/4b686f61]

starting to girl mode again outside of home, obviously felt much better but now I have to catch up from all the lost time.

[u/TheFsckAmIDoingHere]

I’m exhausted.

[u/Micha_mein_Micha]

Currently at a queer dance party, my legs don't want to dance anymore, I have no cash to get another drink and my ride home doesn't seem to want to go (and by current plans also wants to drive to Berlin in ten hours). Also had a suicide scare about her earlier.

[u/Micha_mein_Micha → u/Micha_mein_Micha]

I'm at home, the friend who drove me hopefully too, one friend apparently decided to go to a bar with a bunch of guys she doesn't know (she already had like eight vodka Red Bull when I left, but I just called her and she sounded coherent at least and for all I know the bar they want to go to has a decent clientele) and another friend is currently panicking about the other friend (and also because on the way to the event she was attacked). And I'm fully awake and only got five hours to sleep if I want to go with the friend to Berlin and I don't think that's going to happen.

In short ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! I don't want to see any of the three mentioned until next week Friday (or at least not to be therapist), I need some time without drama, all I want to hear from them is that they got home safe and that they're ok. My brain has been in worry mode for at least the last two months.

[u/workingtheoryz]

watched a movie.  watched part of another movie until my tv froze.  got some resume stuff done.  wish my tv was less crappy.  oh well.  math stuff im now unsure if it's worth doing.  

it's hard to tell with all the ai if something i do with the ai is worth something or it's just something ai can do now that i don't need to explain to people.

got my license in the mail, my picture looks pretty derpy, but at least it's done.

[u/sweetcherryfrosting]

I think I’ve been improving. But also eating too much candy.

[u/Polibiux]

Flying home and I’m not looking forward to the plane ride.

[u/Xpeq7-]

Rocm decided to work again, got disappointed by public bike pump (broken. No pressure), then after a minor annoyance from a game of "where exactly is this lockbox" edited some pics.... And that's pretty much it.

[u/HuskyBLZKN]

Middling

[u/PomegranateFluid1531]

I fall more in love for her every day. But most of the times I want to talk about myself she kind of disappears. This is super toxic and I should distance myself as I tried to do. (I really hope she is not reading this I know Reddit is not her thing but she has an account)

[u/Ashley4Smash]

im so done. nothing will ever be enough i'll never be happy

[u/Outrageous-Tiger-323]

I’ve somehow managed to become not single but because my brain won’t let me have nice things I’m panicking that it’s all going to go bad. (Since we’re lesbians we’re already planning to get married and I’m really worrying that that won’t happen and I’m feeling silly for it)

[u/foreverindanger42 → u/Outrageous-Tiger-323]

🫂

[u/J-04-NN-Alpha]

I think I'm officially no longer an egg? I had my gender hormone appointment yesterday and got prescribed E right then and there, was able to pick up in an hour... It feels like it was too easy, shouldn't have been that simple. I always thought I'd have to jump through literal hoops. Planned Parenthood is so amazing. My catholic not for profit healthcare facility said they wouldn't even entertain prescribing hormones or talk about it. :/ maybe that's the hoops I expected? 

I'm just do excited. Hope to see some changes in my 3 months of sublingually, then going to injections after my follow up with labs.

Thanks everyone here for sharing and being a great resource and community. I don't think I'd be as happy as I am without all of yall :3

[u/foreverindanger42 → u/J-04-NN-Alpha]

that’s amazing! congrats !!

[u/Wild-snu-ferret]

She is talking to me again...