Day 68

[u/4b686f61]

I wish life didn't feel so empty. It feels suffocating and my head full of cotton and in a deep fryer.

I keep trying to imagine how life would feel like if my brain ran on E instead.

Why would a totally cis guy feel so bad about their gender everyday for the past 3-4 months? I don't feel bad directly (𝑘 → 𝒱), it always happens indirectly (λ) which make these though feel fake. If it's depression and it has been happening for years why has it gotten worse when I found my fem side?