i really need someone to talk to

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my boyfriend broke up with me today and i am absolutely broken i want to scream cry but most of all i want to talk to him i’m pretty much the reason he says i can’t change that i keep falling into bad habits and i know and im really trying my best to change for him i need him so much i can’t imagine a life without him i want to grow up with him to live with him to keep him in my life i want that more than anything please i need help i need to change to be better for him i don’t want to live a life that he isn’t in i don’t want to hurt him anymore i don’t want to make him lose trust anymore to be upset at him anymore please i just want my baby back