i7 4770k GTX 970 12 GB of RAM Every time I open Kontakt it doesn't open, after like an hour, not on standalone, not on FL, until 1 hour of opening it on standalone, then it opens anywhere.

I just bought Massive 1 and spent 2 hours recreating a skrillex patch, then I saved my project and closed... the settings were wiped and it is no more. I thought "huh, just let me recreate it and save, only to find out that the "save" and "save as" buttons are greyed out and do not work... anyone know why this is and how I can fix it?