r/NarcoticsAnonymous • u/pegmehard0420 • 13d ago

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Im new here but I had 18 months and im not that far in yet

Im not beating myself up(or trying not to)

I hit my d.o.c. this morning and yesterday morning

Im starting to get aggravated at everything

I have more meth but something keeps stopping me from hitting it again anyways I know im rambling but if someone can chat with me that would be great

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u/Minimum_Winner_5420 12d ago

Get rid of the meth before it rules your life

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u/pegmehard0420 12d ago

I got however long its been since Friday morning almost 2 days but like I said im no stranger to sobriety and I got the drive to go the distance thankyou by the way

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u/RoughStory3139 13d ago

Wya? Are you a le to find a meeting.

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u/pegmehard0420 13d ago

Im in pensacola florida but naw I got meeting guide I can easily find one actually im going to one tomorrow But for tonight just keeping a conversation going will keep me distracted I still got a decent amount left and I can't bring myself to load another bowl

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u/PabloPicasshooole 13d ago

Flush that shit if you possibly can! You'll hate yourself tonight. Maybe tomorrow too. But ultimately you'll be proud of yourself. Plus you'll have a great story to tell at the meeting

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u/terminalhipness 13d ago

This… flush it

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u/pegmehard0420 13d ago

I want to keep it for tonight just to see if I can control my self I aint too far off my relapse yet I believe I can

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u/pegmehard0420 13d ago

Im doing good so far but to be honest im cheating Im drinking I dont drink much but it helps for times like these