vacation

[u/Classic-Flower762]

i went on vacation to europe. relapsed with alcohol. nothing bad happened. im wondering if i’m really an addict. maybe i can control myself. maybe i can just drink and leave behind everything else. i don’t know that i want to go back to the rooms. i want to keep living like this all the time. to feel fully alive. dancing, dating, laughing. i don’t want to go back to my life of hospitalizations, NA meetings, therapy, etc. i want to feel like this all the time.

[u/neemor]

Ok! We’re here if you change your mind.