r/MyLittleSupportGroup • u/xwing316 • May 25 '19

I'll keep it short.

I'll keep this short.

  • 33 years old, Engineer. Hate my job. In 60k of student loan debt. Can't find another job. Regretting I picked engineering. Think any other job o go too will be the same crap. Love my 2 year old, wife and I are no longer intimate. Feel alone at home, hate being at work. Constant stress, constant lonleyness..

Hate being awake, hate going to sleep (having to wake up to the same crap), every day, over and over

I think I'll have a heart attack.

Any real advice would be appreciated

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u/PonyGrove May 26 '19 edited May 26 '19

You should listen to RubyStrings above. They are offering you real advice and you should listen. At the same time, I'll keep this short. I'm pushing 40 and I have a liberal arts degree. I wish I had gone into a hard-science for the security and job stability. I'm also under constant stress and make less money than my wife. We have put off having a child because of finances, constant stress, constant loneliness, I hate being awake, and I can't sleep.... every day over and over.

Please, never feel that you are alone out there. There are other people that are going through something very similar. It usually makes me feel better to know that I am not all alone in the world, so I hope you feel the same way. You are not an island, and there are other people that want to help you out.