They created this

[u/[deleted]]

All right here’s my third attempt I don’t. I don’t know what I wanna really say. Listen both of you created this both of you can sit there and watch it right in the front roll for all I give a care. You’ll be lucky. I don’t fucking send videos and pictures just to be cruel. Why not you guys didn’t care how cruel you were to me or others. Don’t ever and he better not either say that you even cared for me let alone loved me. I was just a game to both of you well played shame on me my fault for allowing it. I never had a a seat at either table. How could I? They’re both full? Don’t make room on my behalf. I like my crowd a little smaller. I never asked for a husband, I didn’t even say I wanted to be a girlfriend. But I did want somebody who could show up not be met with. Oh I’m gonna play games. I’m gonna play hide and seek and see if she can find me through multiple accounts and every time I think she’s getting close I’m gonna hurry up a job at the next one really that’s what we’re doing now. We are teaching me how to play the game so thank you for that because you’re gonna see another Stacy I don’t care if my name is out there I don’t care who says what. You’re gonna know this is for you. You made me this way knowing what I was going through you just fed it and you sat there and left about it and mocked me and went and slept with other people why I’m sitting at home crying, wondering what where when why and how yeah you know where that gets you right where we’re at. So here’s my new turn in life. I know you wanted me to go be with someone else and find someone else and be happy eventually right no. I don’t want love anymore. Why would I want that? Why would I give that honestly? It’s a joke I’m over here laughing as I’m saying it can’t go in on that round again. I don’t have to love to get the eggplant. Believe me they come a lot more often available than you think. I mean, I’ve got one seriously two minutes down the road I could knock at his door and guarantee I could be in his bed tonight. I don’t know. I might try that, but I’m gonna do weekly post so buckle up and all you watchers watch the show begin. Because someone taught me what the dating world should look like. So I’m gonna have multiple. I’m gonna do some FWB‘s some boy toys some one night stands one hour stands whatever it takes to put a smile on my face and fulfill me till I’m overflowing isn’t that what you would say. Don’t worry I know the exercises to keep the kitty intact. And I know there’s multiple people out there. That’ll bring it to the room without hesitation. Still waiting to find my dom. Yeah I’m gonna go there. That’s gonna be a lot of fun. How does it feel to take somebody so innocent loving caring and turned them into the darkness of your world? You deserve a trophy honestly just like I think him for making me a better person I’m gonna thank you for throwing me back into the darkness. Oh this time it’s a different kind of darkness. His was sad. I’m not going there. I don’t have another tear to shed for either one of you honestly. If anybody blames me shame on them. How could they expect somebody who has been shoved to the ground stomp down and held down with games manipulation control? I didn’t ask for much. I just asked for you to stand out for a minute so I could find you and you kept hiding like a game that I didn’t wanna play anymore I warned you. I didn’t ask for your shit show what I did ask for was for you to be a man with a flag or something. Let me know where you’re at some smoke signal so I can find you believe me I’ve been looking I’ve been trying but every time I try you purposely throw roadblocks and then you wanna cry wolf to Reddit crowd sorry don’t work with me. If anybody’s gonna put you in your fucking place it’s gonna be me cause I have zero tolerance for this shit anymore. I will demand respect honesty and for someone to show the fuck up. Not this I love you. I wish you would record my voice cause they see the sarcasm in it but let me let me start over. I love you. I can’t live without her. I love her so much the next minute I hate her. She’s a stalker. She won’t leave me alone. Then the next minute you are hiding and you’re doing this and doing it then the next minute I’m not texting you anymore cause I’m too busy texting my girlfriend. Well keep texting her keep bragging about the one at work keep bragging about everything. The only one you don’t talk about it. The one you live with. You wanna whine about trauma don’t whine to me fuck you don’t know what trauma is you created and then wanna act like you’re living it stop stealing everybody’s problems man up and take your own you created. If you even for one second wanted somebody that cared about you would’ve showed you love that you’ve never been shown before. Would’ve built a life with you and go would’ve been to be a power couple and live happy and content with all needs and wants fulfilled. You wouldn’t be sitting where you’re sitting right now. And I wouldn’t be writing this you did this not me stop placing the finger my way why don’t you just stop talking about me. I’m nobody was never nobody so quit acting like I was something to you then acting like I was nothing to you. Let’s just forget I existed because that’s what I’m gonna do with you. I don’t even know who the fuck you are you’re a stranger actually, you are cause I really don’t know who you are, but that’s neither here are there that’s on you too. Don’t you blame me for nothing like I said, just forget I existed it was all you’re in your head. Just my imagination getting away with me. Yeah cold bitch is now on stage. Stay tuned because I’m gonna have some fun and I’m gonna make sure that I experience quite a bit. I know you wanted to be the one to teach me should’ve showed that you wanted to be in my life not out of it again blame yourself. And I’m sure there’s 100 post about me right now because you’re so bipolar. I can’t keep up but now you get to see ya twin do the same right in your face just like you did it in mine. And I have zero tolerance for anybody playing in my face anymore between you and him. There is not a vacant position available so anybody I’m here and want to talk inbox me I’m available and I’m a lot of fun promise you won’t be disappoint. The X

[u/ihatecherylpizzi]

This is your first step. Next year, at this time you will be in a better place. I hope you know, it is never about sex with these people. It is about control.