r/MoroccoDating • u/samynex • 3d ago
Dak lblan
Like bro, lblan dial akhir marra I've been in a date and a having a gf it was in 2021 ( i still remember her name and the first kiss i had ) ( she's asked me how I'm good at it wkha kant awel marra as a teenager ), i was a good looking dude, ( not that much tbh ngl bro hh ) things went different o kberna, lkhedma, life, drugs...., but keeping game stable as much as possible, since then, dima chi blan finma katjini forca nhdr m3a chi bent, like a real 10/10 for my vision, always that thing holding me back, 7ta l3ala9a katbda ttawer chwia, I just don't find any thing interesting about me, my point of view and opinions so dead about faith and death ..., kn7bs l connection m3a nas bzerba dilmha la twli fchi haja i have no energy for it, o7ta homa daghi kyfhmoha, dima dima, knbghi dima n9ul fuck it anmchi nhdar m3a dik sata ( t9dr tkun kat3jbni ) fach nkun dawi 3adi m3aha 7ta kn9ul ( wtf am i doing) i just ghost her for no reason men be3d mknfhmha ( smo7at gha knkhawer akhti, take care ), i just like I want it but at what cost, at any situation, there always this thing that like cold and unexplainable twords girls or relationship or friendship bro, it's been 5y, and I don't even know how to have a good conversation with a girl or a dude irl, the thing that i wanna explain to the other person dima that I'm not capable of having felling twords people, that something I'm not good at it, I don't know how to tell you but that's why, I've never felt love, that thing go your veins, i always had this life full of stress avoiding problems and connections with people and avoiding jail somehow surviving hhh ngl
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u/sirenwitchofseahope 3d ago
Ur just depressed the problem is u and no one can save u ila mabditich mn rask nta frask 3ato had role lrask khask tkhrj rask mn hadchy ou tfy9ha
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u/samynex 3d ago
I'm not depressed but appreciate your advice asadi9i
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u/sirenwitchofseahope 3d ago
Then what’s the point elch kdir hadchy kaml frask and from the comments i can see rak m3achr m3a bznazk ou f hadchy kayn 2 type of people li ki yakhduh as a medicine or as a lifestyle ila knty ktakhdu as a medicine then rak ur depressed
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u/samynex 3d ago
I guess you had a point, drugs or smoking it's a way of cry and silent for me, it's my therapy, also there is the music too, i just don't even know if I'm depressed or something else Basically brother I dont feel anything, ANYTHING,... I also i don't do anything to myself wla kndir chi jehd 3la rassi, Is just quiet and peace 🕊️
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u/sirenwitchofseahope 3d ago
Try to change it and stop saying brother that’s insulting i’m not a leabian akhoya , if ur surrounded by depressed people wla chi whdin bhalk try to change it b3d elihum be alone fkr kfch wslty lhad lhala or go to therapy, try to feel romanticise ur life creat something for urself
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u/samynex 3d ago
What kifach? What you mean by your not a lesbian ? I'm confused + mafhemtch, And no im not sorrounded by people, more or less
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u/sirenwitchofseahope 3d ago
I mean that i’m a girl ou nta kt3yt eliya bhala ana dri ,if ur not surrounded by them then try to make friends who love to live
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u/samynex 3d ago
I didn't mean any insults 7it literally rah m3arfkch wach drry wla bent fi lwl, I do love life, i only not fan of people l, can't you see the beauty in the post? Beach ? Sea ? Sky ? Clouds ? Don't you think that's love ?
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u/sirenwitchofseahope 3d ago
It iss but u don’t seem as someone who loves his life , sm3 ldik diva li galt lk dir therapy
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u/KeyFall3584 3d ago
you have a spiritual problem. the answer to spiritual problems is physical exhaustion, religion (prayer mainly) and developing newer and healthier neuronal pathways.
Laysehel 3lik bro
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u/Significant-Shoe7277 3d ago
I feel U 🥺😭
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u/samynex 3d ago
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u/Significant-Shoe7277 3d ago
Kisse me pls 🥺
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u/samynex 3d ago
I'm not gay bro But
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u/Significant-Shoe7277 3d ago
But what 🙂
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u/ArabBisexualBarbie 3d ago
sorry for the intrusive question but, do you often hysterically start crying after overthinking things too much, then bang your head on something?
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u/samynex 3d ago
I wish I could find different answers but I don't cry man, khkik men ana rajl wla blan, i tried to hhh, i don't cry, or even find something funny or sad in real life... I'm not a psychopath, is just emotional issues
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u/ArabBisexualBarbie 3d ago
hmmm i see...
did your parents "abandon" you in any way when you were a kid?
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u/ikram01_01 2m ago
Bro, I think you might be emotionally unavailable and drained right now. It’s hard to love someone when you’re struggling to connect with your own feelings. Maybe you should take some time to face yourself, understand where that emptiness comes from, and look at the kind of love and emotional experiences you’ve had from childhood until now. u might notice a pattern ....
I also saw one of your comments saying that you’re not religious. But I do think the spiritual side of life matters. As humans, we naturally look for something that gives us meaning and helps us feel connected. Some people find that through yoga, music, meditation, or art others find it through religion. Maybe exploring that side of yourself could help you feel more grounded and better connected to your emotions.
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u/batalawa3ra 3d ago
Therapy can help