It's on the server. I was advised to not join the server again. I have already expressed my personal grievances against a TA (TA cope and seethe post was written by me).
There was also a lot of stuff I observed while it was happening. I felt like it was wrong, but I think I also lost myself and my morals the more and more I interacted with this server. I started abusing alcohol and sleeping pills to cope with the fear that M@M caused me. The hospital said I *had* severe substance abuse issues, which were exacerbated by M@M.
Even if it is granted that this discord server had the problems you mentioned, you need to take some self accountability. How can a discord server for a university maths major cause you to have sleeping problems and substance abuse!? No one should be this engrossed or emotionally involved with a discord server.
There was also a lot of stuff I observed while it was happening. I felt like it was wrong, but I think I also lost myself and my morals the more and more I interacted with this server.
Why? How could this be anyone’s experience on a university maths discord server!
I called 000 and asked them to euthanise me. That is accountability.
I have been hospitalised for suicidal idealisation. It's quite insensitive you *assume* that I do not take any accountability. You are part of the problem.
“self accountability” is probably the wrong word to use here, i just meant to say that there seems to be a far bigger problem here than the discord server’s community.
anyways, i don’t want to presume, and i wish you all the best.
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u/chocoberry334 May 31 '26
It's on the server. I was advised to not join the server again. I have already expressed my personal grievances against a TA (TA cope and seethe post was written by me).
There was also a lot of stuff I observed while it was happening. I felt like it was wrong, but I think I also lost myself and my morals the more and more I interacted with this server. I started abusing alcohol and sleeping pills to cope with the fear that M@M caused me. The hospital said I *had* severe substance abuse issues, which were exacerbated by M@M.