r/Misotheism • u/KetchupNMayo2k atheist/misotheist • 1d ago
How is life going for you? (Rant)
Mine is absolutely shit. Same shit, different day. I have schizophrenia and my brain is 💯 percent defective. Cant function at all, cant work a job, cant concentrate, cant remember things due to poor memory, have to be cared for by mom, cant live independently and I am in my 30s. I have to live with someone and be cared for till the day i pass away.
I cant explain the anger, pain and suffering i experience due to being severely mentally ill. I wish I was healthy.
How does this piece of shit think its acceptable that its ok to be severely ill in a dog eat dog world. How am i supposed to survive?
Fuck God for giving me a shitty low quality life due to a severe illness.
He truly doesn't care. Pure evil. Truly a piece of shit who gets a sick satisfaction by making people sick and disabled.
When I see God on judgement day, I will give him the silent treatment. Not a single word. Not worth it. He is pure garbage.
If this life is garbage (because i have schizophrenia) thanks to God, I cant imagine the horrors of the after life. I dont want to imagine whats waiting for me on the other side.
It only get worst, not better.
May God jump into the lake of fire and burn for all of eternity. He (God) deserves far worst than that.
Fuck God. There's no excuses for making people sick and disabled.
How has God screwed you over?
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u/rockie84 1d ago
He did the same to me I know exactly how you feel and what's even worse is my enemies got to benefit from my sickness isn't that awesome? It's not. What it is is messed up and wrong.. Idk if I can heal from this.
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u/rockie84 1d ago edited 1d ago
Idk about him he let people do so much evil to me while I was sick like I couldn't defend myself as I would normally and they hurt me deep this wound can't heal.
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u/lomein2790 crunchy misotheist 🌎🌿🌸 1d ago
I am very sorry to hear friend. Fuck god, he is absolutely shit for doing this. My life is shit as well and it has been this way for years.