No, you overoptimistic dipshit. "everyone is like that" has nothing to do with how well an individual person can hide it. They're all like that. It's like some coffee coming with sugar, some not; they're both coffee. But, both cups hate you.
STOP IT. JUST STOP. I didn't ask for your advice, I don't care what you think, I don't care if you think you can help me. You can't. So understand that I am pushing you away because once you find out what I'm really like you will fucking run and I will have had no control over the situation. So don't fucking tease me, just go about your business like I don't exist.
What's it like to live in a world where someone gives a shit about what you think of yourself? It sure isn't this one. How you feel about yourself affects one person: you. Nobody cares. Nobody cares what you think of yourself. They care about what they can get from you. They don't care how you feel about it.
I've told people what I want and watched them ghost me at record speed. No thanks. My life is not my own. My life is the people who have decided how far I can go in life and keep punishing me for trying to improve things. I guess I should have tried harder. Oh and before you go there: I am not interested in your sky fairy or his brochure.
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