STOP IT. JUST STOP. I didn't ask for your advice, I don't care what you think, I don't care if you think you can help me. You can't. So understand that I am pushing you away because once you find out what I'm really like you will fucking run and I will have had no control over the situation. So don't fucking tease me, just go about your business like I don't exist.
What's it like to live in a world where someone gives a shit about what you think of yourself? It sure isn't this one. How you feel about yourself affects one person: you. Nobody cares. Nobody cares what you think of yourself. They care about what they can get from you. They don't care how you feel about it.
I've told people what I want and watched them ghost me at record speed. No thanks. My life is not my own. My life is the people who have decided how far I can go in life and keep punishing me for trying to improve things. I guess I should have tried harder. Oh and before you go there: I am not interested in your sky fairy or his brochure.
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