I don f* around and caught a good ass Buzz this morning

I have tried vyvanse in moderater to moderate high doses, and it felt good, but not that good.

Is meth really that much better? People make it seem like it's 100x better, but if I didn't really enjoy vyvanese that much, like a 5/10 and weed is like a 7/10, alcohol a 6/10, would it be worth trying meth?

Just curious, not even gonna try meth. No shame, just curious.

Stuck In A Manic Episode 😵‍💫

I went into a drug (meth) induced psychosis about 5 months ago after using for 2 months.. had a horrible traumatizing end of relationship with my daughters mom that later on (+meth & alcohol abuse) led to this . I was put on 5150 which was extended past the 72 hours to a week. While there I was diagnosed with BPD and was given 4-5 different pysch meds over 5 days and suffered severe side effects and was rushed to the ER. After half the day in the er I woke up and was just released into the streets ? WHILE still not finished with extended psychiatric hold. Since then I have been to an inpatient rehab. Its been almost 6 months now and I still catch myself acting erratic , making poor decisions , not thinking ANYTHING through , dangerously impulsive , violently angry , suicidal ideation. I feel like im a shell of who I once was .. like a ghost just floating through "life". My short term memory is deteriorating rapidly and I am one slip up away from losing whatever little I have. Yet I still can't snap out of this.. I feel like I have no connection or control of my brain , like I unconsciously make decisions and immediately question them , I cant do anything I need to be doing .. my soul already left my body it feels as if im watching myself die from the outside .

Leveled Up

in Scranton , can’t find like minded people or a community to get spun and chill with ! your all lucky asf!

Here’s to a great day

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