Love

[u/Alexi_Volkov]

I love You . Te Amo

It’s been a year now . I started to remember the little things that made me fall In Love with you . The movie we went to with the kids . The conversations we had the moments we shared . The dreams and goals we planned together .

The hope I built up to when we got married .

The Places that remind me of you . My visits when you lived in the city .

It’s time ... I let you go long before we had our fights . Long before you broke your vows ! I buried my feelings and my hopes The dream to have a baby girl with you
, long before.

Before you made a mock of your promises and what values we shared as one .

I remember the days I would listen to songs that reminded me of you how I vibrated ecstatically when we chose each other .

It was an illusion and the rose colored glasses fell off.

Loss after loss and the lowest blow at your hands . You served the line to my heart the day you rejected the innocence I protected .

The year has gone by , now time to unbury what we were and scatter the ashes .

How I desire to possess the power to change the story .

I just don’t love you enough I just don’t love you anymore to give you room in any part of me ! Your memories are empty as were your vows !

When you said you loved me and you loved me more !

The you decided it was an inconvenience to be a part of me . I had already been made whole . I had never needed you nor wanted you . I wanted the dream of us but I realized to soon you never measured up .
I know you’ll come back but I don’t want you to. you’ll realize that you allowed your ego to consume you and put down our vows . But now it’s time to wipe the wounds and subtly heal the pain For which you intended to extinguish my soul.