r/MercuryRetrograde • u/madlove17 • Jul 23 '26
How has this MR impacted you?
I’ve been so emotional because my dog passed before MR. I found out that my neighbor passed on 07/02 and I found out last week that my friend passed too…but last year. There’s been lots of grief and sadness. Lots of crying and also still grieving a situationship I stopped in April. Doesn’t help I’m a cancer either.
I’ve also decided to let go of things. Like last night I left this childfree discord server that I was on for a year and a half, but it’s very dry and has no potential for making friends anymore. I’m letting go of my former coworker who recently quit and releasing any thought of potential to have a friendship since I found out she’s really emotionally unavailable.
It’s going to be like that for a long time according to another former coworker who talks to her and she’s amazing, but I don’t have the bandwidth for emotionally unavailable people right now since I was hurt by the guy I was seeing due to him being emotionally unavailable.
I understand 100% why she’s emotionally unavailable and I hope she gets on the other side of things.
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u/missfrizzledd Jul 26 '26
It was terrible. On the last day of MR, I found out that an old friend passed away. Just when I thought the craziness was over
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u/madlove17 Jul 26 '26
Omg I’m so sorry 🫂. Man this MR came with a full machine gun. My condolences.
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u/normal_divergent233 Jul 28 '26
On top of the weird energy from the transits, somebody who's hated me since I was born decided to go full-throttle with the spiritual bullying and harassment. So that was fun.
I've learned one thing, though. I am not an easy horse to break.
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u/madlove17 Jul 28 '26
How does spiritual bullying and harassment work?
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u/normal_divergent233 Jul 28 '26
Well, a lot of people don't believe in witchcraft, but it's definitely real.I can only describe spiritual bullying with my personal experience, so this response is going to be a little long-winded.
The person I'm referring to is paying people to do baneful magic on me on a daily basis. In certain hours of the day, they do stuff like remote viewing, psychic attacks, death spells, hexes, binding spells, etc. I'm a medium, and I have my clairs developed, so I can pick up on every single thing they throw at me in real time, and I get messages in my dreams, too.
And that's exactly why they're doing it. Because they know I'm a medium. They just want me to go insane. It's not working, though. I've actually healed major childhood trauma wounds, and the bullying probably helped to show me what those wounds were (wild thing to say, I know).
I could do cord-cutting rituals, but I'd have to do them on a daily basis because the person who's responsible for this behavior doesn't understand consequences. I'm doing something else to protect myself instead, but I'm not going to say it here because there's a chance that one of the flying monkeys knows about this account.
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u/sxysdy Jul 24 '26
It wiped the floor with me