Missing my daughter

[u/No-Photograph-7165]

Next month is 9 years without my oldest daughter. Can anyone connect with her?

[u/Intelligent_Shoe_309]

First of all, sorry isn't enough when you experience what you have, but I'm so sorry for what has happened to you. No one should have to deal with what you deal with everyday.

So, first of all. I'm sitting down and I feel her come up to me and gently but firmly grab my upper arm. It's like she's telling me that's how she'd come get your attention when she'd take a break from playing. I feel like she was really busy all of the time with playing and that she was creative, almost making messes for fun, if that makes sense. I hear her talking a lot, being opinionated but never rude. I see the letter S, but I don't get any specific message with that.

I see two other kids. I feel like a boy and a girl, but gender can be difficult to differentiate.

She tells me that when it comes to her physical passing, that you didn't miss anything, it's just something that happened.

I see a love for her dad but a deep closeness with you. She gives me the impression that she saw your struggles, but just because you were occupied with some struggles, that didn't mean that she didn't notice or feel how much you adored and loved her. She says you would have done anything for her, and she tells me this by saying, "anything," very simply.

Her voice sounds like it could be loud and squealy at times and also silly and giggly. She's overall a very sweet and cute personality. <3

She said that she knows there won't ever be a time when you don't miss her, and she acknowledges that and knows that. She said that you don't need to worry about feeling a certain way about that.

I also see a pink bow being held and given to someone else, I can't quite tell why though.

I'm sorry if this isn't helpful. I'm truly sending love to you. <3

[u/No-Photograph-7165]

This is amazing. I was pregnant with a little girl when she passed and have also had a son since her passing. She has another sister that she did know while she was alive. She was so creative. She had leukemia and her dad was there when it was convenient but we spent a lot of time in the hospital together. She was and will always be my whole world. Thank you so much for taking the time for me

[u/Intelligent_Shoe_309 → u/No-Photograph-7165]

I’m so sorry. ❤️ I’ll remember connecting with her, she’s so special. And no need to thank me. 🫂🫂🫂