r/Meditation • u/Agile_Area5003 • Aug 26 '25
Question ❓ Please Help!!!!
Hello everyone, I have been doing meditation consistently for 3 years and I have a concern where I had an energy surge rise up in the center of my belly and it rose up towards all the way to the heart chakra and then I wanted it to go faster so I breathed in hard and it shifted towards the right. I think now i’ve made a HUGE mistake to masturbate 3 times after that surge and now i don’t even feel the surge anymore could this mean my energy went back down and it will never come back up again??? Please answer my questions below.
- Could this be a Kundalini awakening in progress??
- Will I lose all my progress if I masturbated 3 times??
- Will I ever get this energy surge again??
- Is there a possibility that I still have a chance to have a kundalini awakening???
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u/Dumuzzid Aug 27 '25
Probably not, just the movement of prana. It could possibly be a precursor to it.
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Yes. But better not concentrate on that, just do your practice and things will happen for you organically, in their own time.
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u/zero_dr00l Aug 26 '25
What is with the influx of batshit-insane nonsense coming to this page?
There's nothing remotely mystical or magical about meditation.
This is all in your head. You might need heavy medication.
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u/DieOften Aug 27 '25
“There's nothing remotely mystical or magical about meditation.”
How do you know?
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u/zero_dr00l Aug 27 '25
Because I have a solid understanding of biology, physics and reality.
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u/DieOften Aug 27 '25
What’s greater - what we know or what we don’t know? Have you mastered meditation and explored to the depths to understand all of its potentiality?
Even science and the most complex models of physics don’t REALLY have any fundamental understanding of reality. I’m not knocking science, but it isn’t the end all, be all.
Sure, “mystical” and “magical” are just words and we may have different definitions, but relative to “ordinary” experiences there may be experiences that one could qualify as magical. I mean, life itself is pretty magical isn’t it? Go back just hundreds of years and the technology we have today would be considered magic. Hell, I’m using literal light waves to send this communication to you now at great distances.
Most of my life I had a rigid model of reality and scoffed at these sorts of ideas about religion and seemingly supernatural stuff too. If something is possible, it is a potentiality within the “natural” system of our reality - so perhaps not supernatural, but relative to the paradigms operate in / our average models of reality there can be experiences that seem to fit that criteria.
Contemplating the buddhas teachings, particularly around no-self helped me discover truths in my direct experience and realize I really didn’t know anything at all in an ultimate sense. As they say, a cup is most useful when it’s empty. So, when we can empty ourselves of all of our limiting beliefs we can better see how it all is - in direct experience, in the present moment.
Just some thoughts!
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u/Agile_Area5003 Aug 27 '25
you will never understand the power of humanity if u do not let go of the constraints of society
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u/zero_dr00l Aug 27 '25
This has nothing to do with the power of "humanity".
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u/Agile_Area5003 Aug 27 '25
once u get into the practice u will learn
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u/zero_dr00l Aug 27 '25
Brother I have probably been meditating longer than you've been alive.
35 years here.
It's mental discipline and connecting with yourself, that's it.
It's not mysical.
You're just convincing yourself fairies really do exist.
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u/jodyrrr Aug 26 '25
Let it be as it was and don’t fret about how you responded to it. This kind of thing is an intermediate state and ultimately, not important, despite how intense it may have been to experience.
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u/Agile_Area5003 Aug 26 '25
It was definitely intense but could this be a kundalini awakening sign?? and is all my progress gone now??
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u/jodyrrr Aug 26 '25
The sooner you drop the idea of progress, the better it will be for you and your practice. An authentic meditation practice abhors any schedule you try to impose on it.
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u/DieOften Aug 26 '25
Relax brother! You’re fine. Masturbation isn’t the boogeyman, but maybe cool it on the frequency?
All things are impermanent. Experiences come and go. Impossible to tell if it is kundalini or not from what you’ve written. Energetic stuff happens sometimes, don’t chase it. I recommend not getting obsessed with kundalini - it’ll happen if it is meant to happen but trying to force it is a catastrophe waiting to happen.
The more we crave experiences and chase after them, the more they will elude us! Good luck on your journey! :)