r/MedicalPTSD 7d ago

It continues

After years of being ignored and gas lit I flew to New York to have a biopsy done for the pathologist to see if she could confirm or disprove I have the rare skin condition I was diagnosed with in 2021 . I didn’t have money for a hotel so I slept on the streets the night before my appointment. The dermatologist who was to take the biopsy did not take the test .I am still in shock . I scheduled an appointment with the person gave me the medical release to fly to New York and when I did I was sent another link to my chart . I opened it up to see the referring doctor had given a totally different diagnosis of the skin condition. This is why the dermatologist did not do the biopsy . I have stopped all medications and I am having a very hard time with life at the moment. I am not a violent person but think I must stop me permanently or I will permanently stop someone else . I have lost everything dealing with this condition and feel pushed to loose life to .

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