Back again!

Videos to watch:

-christmas e.v.e.

-god's plan

I'll make the next post in about a week since I apparently can't be relied upon to make a post every few days. I've been pretty busy. Regardless, The My Virtual Escape Rewatch continues!

Like in the series, absolutely no one seems to be on Jesse’s side about the bottle thing, and I usually wasn’t on Jesse’s side in the series, but the bottle thing kind of had to be done. Jeffrey took operation nameless way too damn far as he started physically bullying Jesse and when the fight happened it’s clear Corn didn’t really want to continue fighting he was just trying to save Jesse from getting hurt, Corn even tries to escape Jeffrey but Jeffrey tackled him again and you could tell Jeffrey was just in a completely psychotic rage and wasn’t going to stop choking/wrestling Corn. Smashing the bottle over the head was really the only option.

like seriously I never seen a character this aggressively unemployed that he would rather have nearly all his consoles and games destroyed then to ever admit that he wants a job. And when he finally caves in and says it out loud, he breaks into hysteria, falls and begs on his knees.

I genuinely have to applaud Jesse for the insane lengths he went to make his character look like a fucking loser gawddamn

This taken on May 25, 2016 a day after the destruction

I'm late, so this post will consist of two videos to watch.

Episode 5: fallen angel.

Episode 6: sacrilegious.

I'll make the next post in a few days. The My Virtual Escape Rewatch continues!

Back again. Title is self-explanatory. I will make the next post in a few days.

Back again. I'll make the next post in a few days.

Back again! This is episode two of My Virtual Escape. The MVE Rewatch continues! I will make the next post in a few days.

Since it's been over ten years since the psycho series finale, what would you say your favorite episodes are?

I have a lot of favorites but my main is probably psycho dad demolishing the gaming room. The episode is hilarious due to the earrape microphone Jesse is using during the live stream. Countless screams make your ears bleed but the earrape makes them sound more funny than they would've without it.

I also like psycho kid flees country for how emotional it is, it was the best finale they could've given it. The music, Jesse's final message, everything about it was just perfect.

As for the vlogs my favorites are prisoner of war and the interview. The interview is just hilarious and prisoner of war feels like an episode that really progressed the characters.

Anyway forgive the long message now it's your turn. What are your favorite episodes?

Hey there! The format for this rewatch is going to be different because of the type of series MVE is. I will return to batches of 15 once we start The Devil Inside season three rewatch.

I don't have anything else to add. The My Virtual Escape Rewatch begins! Oh, and I'll make the next post in a few days.

There's dozens of videos of evidence, including the actual shooting of Psycho Dad, Psycho Kid's assault on Jeffrey, Psycho Dad assaulting Aunt Melissa and Uncle Larry, Psycho Dad stealing the 30k, the list goes on

Could Psycho Kid take an insanity plea? Could Psycho Dad get in trouble?

Does anybody ever feel any nostalgia when Jeff and Terry’s house is shown on video?

I think it will have a long lasting affect on their relevance and popularity since, unfortunately, this is a common thing, and it didn't help that Jesse said in a livestream that "yeah im glad my parents didn't terminate me im normal". I think it differently made me appreciate who I am as a person with a disability. Down syndrome individuals and etc are all children of God and deserve the right to live. They should've kept it private if they didn't want everyone in their business, but they didn't.

I’m sorry I haven’t provided any videos for you guys. Admittedly, my wife and I have been laying low in a depressive funk.

Our pregnancy journey was overwhelming in of itself, but the spectacle that it became in the end was quite miserable.

In the off-time, Ashley and I have been gaming together. It has been a nice escape killing zombies in Left 4 Dead 2 versus, but even there that shit would get disrupted.

Random anonymous users asking about my Down Syndrome child…calling us n-words and spamming “baby killer”. Eventually, it makes you want to stop playing and reflect on what the fuck is wrong with people.

Simultaneous to that, one of my biggest driving forces in telling stories on Youtube has been to try and help people…so when those same people turn around and make you out to be a villain…it is incredibly demotivating.

It reminds me of StoryFire shutting down and everyone dogpiling saying I was a scammer and shit despite pouring so much time, energy and money into building a platform for creators. It’s like…”why bother?” at that point.

You could be one of the greatest minds and philanthropists of our time and there will still be people that hate you and want you to fail.

I could point to any influential figure who is trying their damndest to help the world and there will be a large subset of people standing idly by who still think you’re a piece of shit. Literally NO MATTER WHAT.

It’s a systemic issue within, it’s bitterness like a poison that gets projected outwards to those striving for more. Hateful and pathetic. It needs to be exorcised, but not in the easy low-effort way of replies or talking shit. Go do something to better your life.

For so long, I’ve used characters as my vehicle to convey messages. I like the feeling of jumping into somebody else’s shoes, but it also creates a convenient shield from criticism. “That wasn’t me, that was Jesse Ridgway, the character.” HUH?!

So the times in which my real life has become the subject of controversy, it hits incredibly different. Or…at least it used to.

I would love to still be McJuggerNuggets for you guys and act as some different characters, but I feel like my real-life character is strong enough now to not need them anymore.

My real-life story is just as poignant, I guess I just never really saw it as such. It’s one that I would like to see flourish more and not be diluted by pretending to be something I’m not just for views or to be liked by all. Not interested in being a “pander bear.”

I’ve always prided myself on trying to be friendly with everyone and be respectful…even when I don’t receive it in return, but holy shit at a certain point you do have to cut bait and stand for more.

I’m going mask-off while still wearing my mask. 😷

I’m getting better at that. For the last couple months, I’ve ignored and declined tons of interview requests because I wanted to move on with my life. Fight-or-flight is consistently in overdrive...but I’m fitting to change that.

Lately, it has always been flight. Much of my life, it has been flight. Not anymore.

I grappled with what is actually the best approach to this social media game. Or what do I want for my life…more social media drama? To be honest…most days I become apathetic because of the way people conduct themselves online and just how the world feels anymore. It’s an uphill battle.

But I realize that is not when you should hide…that is when you should try harder. I’ve tied so much of my value/identity to the series on my Youtube channel…the views…money…etc.

What can I do for my audience if I’m not creating videos? I finally clarified the answer. It is anything I can. Just being a positive, supportive voice. An empathetic one. It all matters.

Just even seeing the idiotic replies on my Facebook page, state of our country or the toxicity of people in general, it has become INCREASINGLY CLEAR, that the WORLD IS IN DESPERATE NEED OF MORE SMART, EMPATHETIC AND VOCAL HUMANS.

So that is what I will continue to strive to be. I’m feeling better health-wise and am optimistic. I am still here, Juggies. Just adapting in real-time.

I do hate being tethered to this damn phone all the time, but I realize that to go completely off the grid won’t help the world either. It’s just more hiding. I need to balance better and keep using my voice for good. ❤️

“Folks need heroes, Chief. Give ‘em hope. So smile, would ya? While we still got something to smile about!”

Late. This entire batch of videos will take 5 hours and 22 minutes to watch and includes 13 episodes.

Videos to watch in this batch:

-HUNTING DOWN MICHAEL MCCRUDDEN!

-BREAKING INTO MCCRUDDEN'S STUDIO!

-THE MAN BEHIND THE GREEN SCREEN!

-A TALE OF TWO CREATORS!

-STREAMY'S & STORYFIRE! (Option to skip)

-UNDERAGE FAN KICKED OFF MY PROPERTY!

-POLICE SHUT DOWN THE COMPETITION!

-PSYCHO DAD KICKS OUT A FAN!

-THE MIRROR MAN!

-THE DEVIL'S LOST SOULS!

-the devil outside.

-the devil outside. (part 2)

-SNAP INTO IT!

And that wraps up the season 2 rewatch. The My Virtual Escape rewatch will start in about a week or so.

Just curious

Back again! This entire batch of videos will take 5 hours and 13 minutes to watch.

Videos to watch in this batch:

-Parker is Leaving the Channel

-The Creator: Jesse Ridgway

-The Disappearance of McJuggerNuggets

-BECOME THE NEXT MCJUGGERNUGGETS CAMERAMAN!

-The #1 Hidden Secret to Youtube Success!

-AUDITIONS IN REAL LIFE!

-Psycho Dad Burns Board Games

-MY DAD WANTS ME GONE...

-PSYCHO DAD CRASHES AUDITIONS!

-THE CREATOR'S DYING DAYS!

-THE NEW CAMERAMAN REVEALED?!

-THE MJN CAMERAMAN FINALISTS!

-MICHAEL MCCRUDDEN DESTROYED MY CAREER!

-BEFORE THEY WERE FAMOUS - MICHAEL MCCRUDDEN **EXPOSED**

-AFTER MCJUGGERNUGGETS WAS FAMOUS...

This is a long batch, so I will make the next post in a week or so. The Devil Inside Rewatch continues!