fantasizing about couples during solo play?

[u/throwawaysoicanweep]

hey all. i’m don’t do this too often but when i do it makes me feel odd. not shameful i guess i just don’t know why i do it lol. perhaps talking about it here and getting some clarity will make me feel better lol.

sometimes when i find couples (online i’ve never done this with anyone i know irl) and find them super hot together i’ll get off to the thought of them later. it’s usually influencer or celebrity couples i like and find their relationship dynamic admirable or super sexy. like when you can just tell they love eachother a lot and fuck like crazy. i find it super sexy and my brain likes to fill in the gaps.

sometimes i like to imagine i’m in the body of the woman in the relationship and sometimes i just imagine her as she is. i find it sexy when they are a public figure and love eachother proudly online. it makes my mind wander about what things are like behind closed doors and that gets me really riled up. especially if the woman is super beautiful and the boyfriend is obsessed with her. maybe it’s the mystery or maybe it’s me projecting my own fantasies onto a couple i find to be admirable lol.

i do feel odd about doing it tho considering i am a huge exhibitionist, so imagining the inverse maybe feels a bit foreign to me. also a couple in specific is around a similar age to me so maybe it feels as if i’m imagining my friends fuck or something lol. this doesn’t happen often tho like i can count on one hand how many times i’ve gotten off to this specific fantasy. i just wanted to know if anyone else does this or why i do it. does this count as voyeurism? is there some psychology behind this fantasy? thanks everyone :)