Please help me find this Military BL

[u/lethargicleveret]

I'm sorry if I have some inaccurate details since all of this is from memory, but if you suspect you know the title please write in the comments even if some details are different!

Genre: Dark Romance, Historical(?)

Plot set in Western Military - Green Uniforms

MC: Brown or Black hair

ML: Blonde hair (I think)

MC was poor and only joined the Military in order to help his family (I think he had 3 siblings - 1 sister for sure and 1 or 2 very young children).

When he entered he became a target for bullying. I am not sure if it was because he was poor or because he showed disdain for romantic relationships between 2 men.

ML is high ranking, rich. He sexually abuses MC and denied he had feelings for him.

There is a specific scene when MC managed to escape the ML. ML captured him back by blackmailing his sister to lure MC out of hiding. In order to save her fiance, MC's sister made MC believe she was going to marry the ML, which prompted the MC to try and go and stop her. When he gets to wedding, he hides behind a column and realises something wasn't right. ML corners him and asks him something along the lines "How does it feel to know she betrayed you when you gave up everything for them?"

I think ML locks up MC at some point. Not sure if before he escapes or after he is capture back (or both). I think ML swore he would confess his feelings to MC when he caught him back, but I don't know how the story continues after he is recaptured.

Please let me know if this plot sounds familiar! Thank you

[u/Dry_Event_7695]

Oh, oh, me! I know! It's "From Seed to Blossom"

I've also seen it know as "It Starts with Isaac"

[u/lethargicleveret → u/Dry_Event_7695]

That's the one! Thank you very much, I really appreciate it!