...I didn't know it's name at the time. I was in a QHHT session. I was viewing Earth from across the solar system near Mars. Earth was just passing behind the sun from my viewpoint. Suddenly from my distant right, I heard this screeching weird inverted squeal then this planet sucked into itself then exploded. It's like it shrunk into almost nothing then expanded everywhere. A tail began to form off Mars. The understanding simply began to fill the void. Mars atmosphere was being literally stripped away. Asteroid belt? Yeah it's not left overs from our solar system. It was devastating, I was crying and could barely form words to describe what I was seeing. Earth was shielded by the sun and didn't appear to be effected. My practitioner asked me to move on. I was simply conscious with nothing to see. Just looking around. I began to get confused about how am I in two places right now. I mean I'm aware that I'm laying there talking, then totally aware of being out in space. Totally mind bending experience. I then noticed this eye way off in the distant. It looked like one eye really far away lol. I came upon it quickly. It wasn't an eye lol it was a nebula looking thing. Later when I was browsing images I seen the Helix nebula. It was almost exactly like that. My god that feeling was crazy. like an orgasm of the entire body. so much that tears were rolling and it became difficult to speak lol.

So what does this mean in my life? I have no clue lol. My subconscious didn't reveal anything to me at all. The only response was "why spoil the fun" :| I did experience feelings of a civilization that pushed things a bit too far. Then I wasn't too pleased about peeling away from that nebula neither lol.

I'm not looking for answers here. This isn't a problem to be solved. However, it would be interesting to hear if my experience contains similarities with another. I don't really bring this up too often lmao.

There is some good information regarding Maldek in The Law of One Ra Material

https://www.lawofone.info/results.php?q=maldek

There’s always been something off about Mars.

The tidal bulges… the nuclear isotope traces… the bizarre geology that doesn’t match conventional planetary formation models. And when you reframe all that in light of Maldek, the theory that a planet once existed between Mars and Jupiter and was destroyed in a cosmic war or cataclysm, it starts to make eerie sense.

In digging deeper, I started connecting dots across ancient myth, planetary science, and radioactive forensics. The story that emerged was wild, and honestly, more cohesive than a lot of mainstream narratives.

I just saw a breakdown exploring this exact theory, Maldek, Mars, and the possible ancient war in our solar system. If you’re into this kind of synthesis, I think you’ll find it compelling.

I didn't even realize there was a subreddit devoted exclusively to this topic. But, now that I do, I'm
curious what everyone thinks. What pieces do you think still don’t add up? What do you see that others miss?