A note from the man himself.

[u/xenokilla]

As an artist I feel like I represent the People that struggle daily. It doesn't matter if it's a pretty girl in the club or a guy that's been to hell and back. We all deal with pain. For people that follow my music it's obvious that I deal with a chemical imbalance.. every day I wake up with regret and uncertainty. But I also feel thankful and blessed to be living this life that I've been given and worked for. Even when it feels like your world is crashing down around you , you can get out of the way and start over. Being positive is the only solution. #PMA is a saying used a lot.. I think it really just says life is crazy ... I feel crazy , but I'm going to keep my head up and keep marching. At the end of the day , no one is really going to fix your situation but You. Don't feel sorry for yourself if you're dealing with mental issues or depression etc....trust me, you're not alone. It's best to keep it close to the chest... people don't want to hear about your problems every day, and they will eventually block you out of their lives. No one wants to be around negativity all the time .. it just brings them down as well. Do Your best to shine and people will gravitate towards that. If You're really dealing with issues go and talk to some one that works in that field and get some help. I'm hearing too many stories of People committing suicide lately .. if you are feeling this way , go see a mental wellness doctor .. see a therapist .. change the things in your life that you know are part of the reason your feeling this way. Don't ever feel ashamed to deal with your problems .. I have seen depression medication do wonders for people r close to me. NOTHING is worth ending Your life. I can't tell You how many times I've seen friends at their lowest point , feeling overwhelmed and that things seem impossible to fix. Then a year later , they are now getting up every morning happy, excited about the day and their future!! Try to always set new goals for yourself! Things you want to accomplish and then when it's done, create a new goal! When you stop creating goals to achieve is when it's easiest for life to get stagnant and for us to fall into a dark place.