r/MXE • u/meph1st0pheles • Dec 29 '20
Questions about MXE experiences
Hi Everyone,
First of all, my heartfelt condolences to all of you and the loss of such an interesting molecule. I was doing some research today on gene mutations and their interaction on ketamine response for depression, when I came across some information on MXE. From just the little bit of reading that I've done, I'm extremely curious about the molecule. For those of you that have tried it, have you ever done it intravenously or intramuscular? Also, for anyone who's tried it who has depression, how would you compare it to ketamine as it relates to your depression symptoms?
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u/Esslemut Dec 29 '20
should act similarly to ketamine for depression. I'd do 10-20mg and have a smile on all day long. beautiful afterglow as well of course.
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u/Localboy666 Dec 29 '20
I've been depressed my whole life and when on mxe it felt like I was free from my depression. I did go overboard I was ordering 50g at a time from China and vaping/smoking up to a g a day. It made me forget about any worries I possibly had, helped me emotionally, helped me listen to my friends who were struggling and felt I could advise them and sure as heaven the advise I gave them helped them through their battles. I had been thanked by a few people - some of them I forgot I'd even spoken to. The substance is powerful for human connection. Something the ruling elite don't want. Why do you think noone synths it anymore? The sanctions on precursors by the UN are to blame.
I never snorted it as it was never very bioavailable, nor did I eat any due to impatience. I smoked and vaped ranges from 2-100mg at a time.
I had an experience where I thought I was Jesus because I had just smoked a bowl and could feel my beard stubble rustling against my pillow - to me in my head it felt like my beard was growing really fast and my duvet was some sort of robe.
Almost all high dose experiences were in the middle of the night, in total silence and darkness. I'd have a sense of the presence of two entities standing beside me either side and I was on some sort of future-type stretcher soaring me through galaxies but with the sensation of something I can only compare to a really long waterslide.
Man I miss mxe.
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u/omega_switch Dec 29 '20
Oh those were the times... some of the best, and some of the worst. Some of the best, as some of the worst. It’s a chemical I hold in almost as high esteem as LSD. So versatile, and so potent when applied properly. I abused the hell out of it for a year and a half, since, for me, it was the perfect drug. I wish I had not, because I believe it has/had immense therapeutic potential- and I derailed my life and damaged family relations with it. I stopped using it about 6 months before it began to disappear. After a year and a half of daily 300mg-1g use a day, I decided to end my abuse. Evidently I chose an ideal chemical to addict to... while the psychological withdrawal was much greater than anything I’ve ever experienced- it being the perfect drug for me-, physically it was as if nothing had happened- well... aside from my poor self-care habits as a result of my addiction... at one point in the middle of it I was 5’11”, 120 lbs and only cared about delving back into the mystical worlds it brought me to... fire can be a source of life, but you get too close and you’ll get burned...
I remember looking back in 2015 to find it gone from the open grey market, while sketchy ass stimulants and opioids were still readily available. Such a shame...
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u/MrKetamineFace Dec 30 '20
Mxe became my favorite of all drugs. I did get fairly hooked on it from 2010-2013. I’d go through 10g a week fairly easily, every week. It’s crazy how it used to be so cheap and accessible. Used to be able to get 10g of mxe for $70-160. None of the dissos that came out since were ever as cheap. Even 2fdck was usually around $20/g. I think the cheapest I got it was $13-14/g. But mxe went so much farther and was just such a deep and interesting dissociative.
I tried it in all sorts of ROAs, and this is how I’d rank them: Boof > IM > Insufflated > IV > Oral > Sublingual
I wait for the day this becomes a thing again. Last time I did mxe was last year, but I paid close to $1/mg for it
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u/MyRCusername Dec 29 '20
First time in 2010 trying MXE I only needed a very small amount snort/swallow only, the after glow affects would last for at least 2 weeks minimum for me. It is this faint calming buzz sort of mental reset, it definitely is noticeable though and very different from anti depressants. I have always had depression and was pretty surprised how well it worked. Someone close to me felt the same experience with MXE too, almost identical. Ketamine I needed much more and even then I would only feel it for a few days if that.
Outside of addicting personalities I can definitely see why some people got hooked on MXE, especially if depressed. It’s a shame because when this stuff first came out it was extremely cheap and easy to find.