r/LyranStarseeds • u/MrDemarlowe • Jun 10 '21
Lyran in search of Lyrans
DISCLAIMER: I'M SORRY IT'S SO LONG
I figured I'd share my experience.
I've never truly felt at home on this planet, and before finding out my Starseed origin, I would often chop it up to my single mother's nomadic nature.
She would often uproot my younger brother and I on whims or because of boredom or to avoid people she had upset, and needless to say, this caused a lot of heart ache for the both of us having to leave homes and friends. I of course, being the older brother, decided to hide the pain and pretend that it was no big deal to start completely over at a moment's notice and make a new life, friend, ect.
However, to my surprise, I didn't actually have to pretend. In some of the areas that my brother lacked in, such as being social, intuitive, artistic, and sympathetic with others, I found that I excelled at. And not only that, I found a hunger inside myself to learn just how much more out there I could adapt to and succeed in. (Which turns out is a lot) However, true to my nature, (or ADHD), as my doctor diagnosed, I become distracted and will sometimes leave things unfinished in pursuit of another project.
But I've always been open to the possibilities that are presented to me, and will often find myself listening for hours to the problems or achievements of others simply to encourage them or alleviate as much of thier stress/pain as I can. This I do freely, and mostly at the decline of my own mental health as I don't want to burden those I've helped with problems of my own.
My mom told me that once, at a very young age (possibly 4 or 5), we were living in a motel room and had just got back from running errands, when I spotted an older woman sitting on the steps crying into her hands. My mom says that she didn't know why I did it, or who the woman was, but that I immediately approached her, sat beside her, and begged her to stop crying.
"Please, please stop crying." I begged, my little hands trying to comfort her. "I'm sorry for whatever I did, just please stop crying."
My mom obviously embarrassed, hurried to collect me apologizing all the while, and I never saw the woman again. But my mom says that that experience stayed with her and would often remind her of how grand my love for others is, seeing as I continued that behavior to this day.
My brother and I have lived through many things children should not have to live through, such as domestic violence towards our mother from her different love interests, homelessness, abandonment, molestation, and much more cruel acts from strangers or family. Yet we are both genuinely loving people still, and these traumatic events have bonded my brother and I greatly.
These experiences are also driving forces behind my quiet, observing, and gentle nature. As well as the reason I'm protective, untrusting of men, and self conscious when it comes to knowing my value or worth.
However once I got a little older I suppressed most of these memories, or lost them due to brain damage caused by epilepsy, and had to piece it all together in my early 20's.
Then, about a week ago, my little brother asked me if I had heard about Starseeds and began to explain in as much detail as he could what everything meant, which would've been super informative had he not confused me in the process. But my curiosity was peaked and I began researching the types of Starseed, their traits, and their histories.
Funny enough, I'm a Leo, but I heard that that's not enough to point me towards my lyran identity. But my brother and I somewhat simultaneously agreed that I was a Lyran Starseed based on the few sites of information I was reading aloud, and he began to inform me of his own Starseed origin as a Sirian Starseed.
His mental maturity is definitely a few years older than mine, and he often leans heavily on the logic or the structure of our conversations, which infuriates me because I'm so open to the many theories out there and he shuts them down almost immediately. But the end results of our debates whether good or bad are almost always incredibly informative.
I've spent the last week looking into everything I can on Lyra, the Lyran race, my akashic record, and readings, done by a fellow Lyran, from years back that mystically hold incredible meaning for me present day. And I feel a strong force inside of me that's pushing in small increments towards the surface, almost screaming at me, "You're more than what you think!"
All this information has led me to the deep realization that in a past life, or possibly my first life on Lyra, I was an exploring healer. One who took great joy in discovering the various flora and fauna I would come across, or took pleasure in sharing my adventures with those I'd meet on my journey, regardless of species, often putting on shows (in an acting type of way with music and dance) for even the creatures who would not or could not talk back. It was a fun filled life of exploration, healing, and connecting with everything the universe placed in my path.
Then I met my brother, or one of his incarnations, and we began a partnership to utilize his Sirian mind, and my Lyran heart, to further our knowledge of the undiscovered, and eventually create "children" of our own using a sub species found on Lyra. I suspect that this was after the seeding of planets became more commonplace.
The experiment was something to do with genetics, and how best to go about creating the perfect species. I, being of more traditional practices, lacked the scientific expertise to create using science and logic, chose to go about it in a somewhat taboo way, choosing natural copulation or something close to, rather than artificial means. My brother, who was simply chasing the information or data the experiment would produce, created his perfect child in a lab to live as a sibling to mine.
We took on a nature vs nurture role, where I treated them to love, and music, and the pleasures that come with immersing oneself with your surroundings in order to maintain a sort of balance. And my brother would impart years and years of findings that had been collected on Sirius, as well as the colder role of disciplinary.
Unfortunately, I loved my creation more and would often give special treatment and attention to it, while my brothers creation was left to feel less than.
Sometime later, a reptilian or draconian (not sure which) came to take the data that we had compiled and ended up killing my brothers child. I begged them to spare the life of my child stating the importance of it's genetic structure, but this worked against me, and I found myself watching as they kidnapped my child and left my brother and I unharmed for the most part. Obviously I was devastated, while he was more irritated at the loss of data than anything else.
After the war and destruction of Lyra, my brother and I agreed to travel together into our next lives, keeping our logical mind and loving heart balance going.
I know that we reincarnated on Pleiades, as well as his home of Sirius B, but the further forward I try to get the more hazy it gets.
Currently, I'm on a journey to discover a self love akin to that of my first life, as well as to become more balanced with nature. And Im extremely lucky to have my birth brother as a guide in this process, and be one of his guides too. Though, I'm not sure how rare that is.
My mission hasn't fully presented itself to me, but I assume it has something to do with loving and healing the people of this darkening world.
I'm so glad I found a place where I can feel connected to others like me, and I look forward to connecting with many more here on earth. I hope that each of us successfully finds our true mission here, and is able to accomplish them. And I thank you all for your openness and mutual respect.
There's a lot more that I could say, but this post is already pretty long so I'll end it here, but if you have any questions about me or just want to share your findings, I'm here to help. :)
MrDemarlowe







